High school year...
Passion.
"Passion baby get up. " My mom said shaking me.
I groaned and covered my face with the covers.
"Passion! "
She took the covers off of me.
I looked at her and rolled my eyes.
"Get up now! " She semi-yelled.
"Do I have to? " I asked.
"Yes now get up, get ready for school, Hurry! " She added.
She left, I rolled my eyes.
I swear sometimes I feel like my mom is a hoe! She always rush me so just she can bring some guy and have try to have a relationship with..but it just turns into sex.
Then all the guy does is use her for sex and maybe some money, she ends up pregnant, and then she ends up getting an abortion.
I swear I hate my life!
I'm an ugly girl!
I have braces, big round pink thick glasses, acne all over my face and my it bad!!
I'm a skinny girl, I don't have the body features every girl has at my school.
I have no butt, no boobs, none of that..
I'm not lucky like the other girls...
But, it's this one guy in school that every girl loves!!
He is so fine!!
But, of course he never notices me.
He goes by the name, August Alsina.
Nobody ever likes me, I don't blame them.
Anyways, I reached for my big pink thick glasses, I put them on.
I went in my closet and picked out something to wear, the basics I guess.
I went to the bathroom, and took me a short shower.
I wrapped my towel around me and went back into my room.
I dried off and went to put on my clothed.
I had put on some light blue denim high water jeans, a white skirt, and some ripped white socks, and my white dirty raggedy tennis shoes.
I put my hair in a messy ponytail.
I went in the bathroom and brushed my braces.
I went downstairs and fixed me cup of orange juice and some cereal.
After I ate, I grabbed my book bag and left.
At School..
I grabbed my heavy books out my locker, as I closed my locker. I pushed my glasses up to my face.
I turned around and saw him!
I smiled widely and squealed.
He had a girl beside him so it mad me sad, it always made me sad when he had a girl by his side, and it wasn't me. August always had new girl every month.
I was interrupted out my thoughts...
"Why the fuck you looking at my man for!! " She yelled in my face.
I was speechless.
"Bitch you hear me!! " She yelled all up in my face.
Then she pushed me.
She took off the shoes I've always dreamed I had pairs of, Jordan's.
Then she had put on some different tennis shoes.
She continued yelling in my face and I still didn't say anything.
"You know what fuck it!! " " Oh!, here goes my homework assignment, you better have it done before tomorrow or that's your ass!! " She yelled and walked away.
The crowd that was around us continued laughing, I looked around the crowd and I seen August laughing at me.
I felt a shed tear form my eye.
I quickly got up from the ground and ran to the girls bathroom and locked my self in one of the stalls.
I heard someone come in.
Then a couple girls started talking about me!
"That girl should've got her ass beat, fucking nerd! "
"I know right, brace face, four eyed!! "
"Yes girl! "
"She is a joke."
"Fucking pathetic! "
Then they left laughing.
I just cried harder and harder.
I got called every name in the book!
I got up and ran out the school doors, ran away from school, I really don't know where I'm going. But, I had to get out then school.
I hate my fucking my life!
I wish August could just like me already!
Pathetic!!
