All I Need

九

Namjoon sighed as he sat up in his bed. The room was dark. He checked the time on his phone letting know the sun wouldn't be up for a few more hours.

Namjoon sighed as he remembered the discussion that occurred only a few hours earlier.

After Namjoon had stopped crying they let him go to bed since it was becoming too stressful and overwhelming.

They want to talk about everything later.

Namjoon isn't looking forward to that.

Namjoon yawned before getting up and walking to his door. His throat was all sore from the sobbing earlier and he needs a glass of water.

He made his way down the hall, but before he could get to the kitchen he noticed the light was on and there were voices whispering.

He hid in the closest room to the entry to the living area. The bathroom. He kept the door open and didn't turn the lights on. He was out of sight.

He held his breath as he focused his attention to hear what they were saying.

He soon realized that all the members were in the kitchen/living area. All of them. Minus him.

He felt an instant pang to his heart, but pushed it aside as he focused on their voices.

"I know that hyung, but what are we supposed to do?" Taehyung whispered.

"I don't know..." Jin answered.

"Is he suicidal? What do we do?" Jungkook asked.

"Should we get the managers involved? Cause none of us know what to do!" Hoseok said.

Yoongi sighed.

"God...this is so stressful. This is too much...I don't know what to do..." Yoongi said as his voice broke.

Namjoon could hear shuffling and figured they had moved to comfort Yoongi.

"This is too stressful...with the upcoming tour and everything..." Jimin said.

Namjoon sighed and quietly went back to his room. He closed his door and laid down on his bed staring at the ceiling.

Tears filled his eyes as he thought over the member's words.

He was the cause of their stress. He was making their life difficult. His problems were getting in the way.

No.

He is the problem.

If I wasn't here, they'd be happy.

They wouldn't be stressed or worried.

The problem would be gone.

It would be nonexistent.