We're sitting at at an edge of a clip watching the sunrise while holding his hands, and my head leaning on his shoulders
"Honey...It's time."
"Lay...why can't be with you?" it's always like this, we only meet for a short period of time then we part our ways.
"You know the answer to that question.."
"I'm gonna sta--." He cut me off
"No you can't!"
"I can! Whatever it takes i'll stay with you"
"Serenity.."
He looked at me then he cupped my face and kissed my forehead."you need to go honey... I can't take you with me."
"Serenity!"
"But I don't want to go..." Tears started to fall of my eyes, but he's face still remain soft "Please just this day...let me be with you"
"*Chuckle* how many times have i said this to you? We can only meet at night and i can't be with you in the morning. And also you need to be with your family and friends."
"But i don't have any friends and my family treats me like shit! No one loved me except for you. you were the only one who stayed with me when i'm alone"
"but you need to fight for yourself you need to be strong so that you can be on your own someday, and maybe you'll meet the love of your life" that'll never happen.
I got up and walked away from him
"... I leave but that doesn't mean that i'll never come back."
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*Slap* "Hey wake up stupid bitch, make us breakfast!" Hard slap hook me up from my woke me up dream...lay... Yes you're right, it was all a dream he's just a part of my imagination
But this time I'll turn it into a reality
"Hey you piece of shit are you listening?"
"Y-yes madam make breakfast for all of you"
"Good! Now go downstairs and cook!"
--- after breakfast ---
I can't wait any longer, I can't bare it anymore. I'm gonna end my suffering tonight. I'm gonna be with lay and stay with him... forever.
I went to a pharmacy to buy some... medicine... sleeping pills.
As I got out off the store I bumped into someone and my medicine fell
"Oh! I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. Here let me help you." T-that voice... I-i can't be wrong.. it's Lay's voice!
"U-uhm excuse me..."
"Yes?" He turned toward me and smile. that smile that angelic smile that captivated my heart.
"D-do you... perhaps know me?.." He smiled again. I was waiting for him to speak but he just took my hand and placed the pills there.
Then...he left.
He just left me here standing alone.
Then the realization hits me.
