His Love.
Concept: Loki song fic based on a hindi song.
main tera, main tera, main tera, main tera
main tera, main tera, main tera, main tera
main gehra tamas* tu sunehra savera
main tera o, main tera
musaafir main bhaTka tu mera basera
main tera o.. main tera
I'm yours.
I'm a dark darkness, and you're a golden morning.
I'm yours.
I'm a wandering traveller, and you're my refuge.
I'm yours.
Loki always wondered how did he end up being so lucky. He still clearly remembers the feeling he had the day he let go of the shaft and fell down the void - hurt, lost, betrayed.
He had decided to die, he had given up on everyone and everything. When his own family couldn't value him, couldn't accept him for who he was, the world at large would never and he couldn't blame them either, could he?? Who could ever love a frost gaint, a trickster. He had no one to call his own after his mother's death and he never had a home. When he agreed to help Thor with setting up New Asgard on earth, in his heart he knew he wouldn't stay there long. He would escape from that planet, because it wasn't his home, he didn't have a home. He loved thor but he also knew that people on earth would never accept him and he couldn't leave as a fugitive all his life. He was a wanderer, a nomad.
That was until he met you --A mortal with no exceptional superpowers when compared to the other Avengers, but you had something that he hadn't witnessed in his whole life - unflinching loyalty, patience beyond measure, and optimism that can rival a child's. You were a personal counselor to the group of superheroes, apart from that you were trained in martial arts. The Avengers were clear they had nothing to do with him and would only tolerate him till they defeat Thanos but afterwards he has to face S.H.I.E.L.D for what he did years ago. Except You. You were sure that Loki was beyond God of Lies or Mischief. For you he was a Master Magician and God of stories. You kept looking out for him, defending him, helping him and coming back to him every time he pushed you away and every time he apologized after being mean to you.
tu jugnu chamakta
main jungle ghanera
main tera aa...
o piya main tera, main tera, main tera
ho... main tera
ho... main tera, main tera, main tera
You're a shining firefly,
while I'm a dark forest.
I'm yours.
O beloved, I'm yours.
I'm yours.
You would listen to him and be there for him. He was reluctant at first, to approach you for his issues. But in the aftermath of Thanos when he saw even his brother and Natasha seek you to deal with their PSTD, he decided to approach you. After a very nasty nightmare,where you helped calm him down, he started seeking you out. There were days when he wouldn't say anything and still you would be by his side. You calmed him, brought out the best in him and were fiercely loyal to him. Yet he would feel insecure sometimes,-- how such a beautiful person could love someone like him. He wasn't surprised when the Avengers were shocked upon hearing you declare that you were getting engaged to Loki. It's not that they didn't trust that he had changed, but still someone like you falling for Loki was not something they imagined.
"What are you thinking about? " You ask him from across the room as you trying to fix a bunch of fairy lights across the wall.
"Just how much you light up life, sweetheart." He says getting up from his chair near the window, overlooking the dark sky. He makes his way towards you.
"I told you I don't like your chessy nicknames, icicle. " You huffed.
"How about " Sunshine ""???
Why?
He snaked his arms around your waist, bringing you close to his body and resting his chin in the crook of your neck, he whispered in your ear -
" Because you warm my heart, brighten the darkest corners of my soul. "
He turned you around, giving you one of his brightest smiles before capturing your lip in his.
P. S :This is my first time writing a Loki fiction. Some feedback would be lovely.
Note : This is Hindi Song titled "Kalank" From a Bollywood movie of the same name. Whenever I heard this part of the lyrics, I could only think of Loki dedicating this lines to his soulmate.
[* - 'tamas' is a less used Hindi word, which means darkness.]
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Loki X Reader
FanfictionA series of Short stories for the Character Loki from Marvel Cinematic universe