The life and struggles of EmoBoyPoem

WHAT YOU CAN FEEL/DO IF YOU ARE CONSIDERING SUICIDE

No one will ever know what you're going through. You hide your pain with a smile, pretending "you're fine", acting happy while day by day you're Slowly dying. Cuz let's be honest when you feel this way it is hard to explain to someone how you feel. And then these dark suicidal thoughts creep in, like an unexpected dark cloud blinding your sight. You begin to feel like crap, like a nobody or even a burden. And suicide seems like an option. I've attempted suicide once, and trust me if you survive you'll feel even worse than you did. It never leaves you, so talk to someone no matter how hard it is, even if it feels like they don't understand. It will feel better to get it of your chest, if you see someone struggle ask them how they are, they might lie to you and say they're fine. But you will know they aren't. They might even say I'm fine, but the truth is they are not. Don't pretend you know what they are going through. Just talk to them, who knows they might even open up to you. Now things you can do is
.contact them every day
.be there for them
.tell them they can reach out to you
.take them out to the park, for a drink or even a movie
The more time you spend with them the less chance there is of them not committing suicide. These are just a few things you can do to prevent losing someone you love. And in the end they might even thank you for it. But don't do it because you feel you must. Do it cuz you care, trust me I know how it feels to loose a friend to suicide, it haunts you every day you might have thoughts like
.what if I was more there for them
.what if I said something
Don't think it is just a phase, cuz it is not, so save someone be the person they can talk to. Can say this cuz I'm in that state of mind, I'm diagnosed with
.Severe depression
.anxiety
.schizophrenia
.biboler
And psychosis, and I'm struggling to see that tomorrow will be better. It is so frustrating when everyone keeps on telling you that it will get better. But just know they are doing it cuz they care. I have a hard time believing that, and you are never alone, there is help. Contact a friend, a family member, a doctor or if you believe in religion a pastor. You can also call a psychiatrist there is also suicide hotlines. (Witch is free) and they are there 24/7 and really do care so please save someone and stay strong.

Ps this is not a poem but I think this will help a lot of people