Let me go #jaanedemujhe

Let me go....

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Sometimes you're just so perfect,
That you seem too good to be true.
A dream I never want to wake up from,
Your love is all I feel.

You chase away all my fears,
Your embrace is the remedy I need.
For the blossoming smile on my lips,
You are the reason, the seed.

You touch me without using your hands,
You whisper to my soul.
You make me feel that everything will be fine,
You're the one who makes me whole.

You take away all my despair,
Like the gentle touch of the rain.
But you also are my annihilation,
Hitting me like a raging hurricane.

A few minutes is all it takes,
For you to completely change,
All that I thought I knew,
To develop into something strange.

Your voice harsh and cold,
Saying the words you'll later regret.
Apologizing and forgiving is our routine,
But those moments I can never forget.

I hate how it flashes before my eyes,
How it turns our forever into a lie.
How it makes me doubt our vow,
Of never letting each other be alone till we die.

Your actions fill me with grief,
The hurt wrenches my heart.
My tears mock our relationship,
And I can feel myself falling apart.

 I stare at the clock throughout the night,
To see the break of the dawn. 
Wondering if this day is going to be any different,
Or if our lives will just keep rolling on.

I've heard that everyone has their limits,
But mine doesn't seem clear to me.
I wonder that after spending so long,
How any harm can some more time be?

But you seem to come close to me,
Just to slide back right away.
If you can't put me above everything else,
Then please don't make me stay.

I'm tired of hanging in the middle,
Running the same circle again and again.
We might be good for a while,
But in the end, it's just pure pain.

In this world full of possessions,
There is nothing I love more than you.
So I want you to walk away from me,
As God knows it's something I can't do.

You shatter me to a million pieces,
Just to put me back together.
Why don't you just leave me be,
Because I'm sure it will be much better.

I don't want to lose myself,
In this chaos that we've become.
If you love me as much as you say,
Then don't let me be so numb.

Sometimes we have to push ourselves,
Away from the comfort of the known.
We can only find the hidden tranquility,
If we decide to travel on our own.

I know that it would hurt,
I'll mourn the memories we didn't make.
But eventually time will heal both of us,
Together we'll be the most beautiful mistake.

So what good is this you and me,
If we are going to break anyhow.
Instead of getting pricked by the edges,
It's better you let me go now.

I know that we belong to each other,
But maybe we are just not meant to be.
Maybe there is someone else out there,
Waiting for us beyond the endless sea.

But if by any chance in another life,
We come across each other's way,
I promise I will not hesitate,
To love you again every single day.

Sometimes when we love a person,
It's better to let them go.
To protect them from our own demons,
Because it is better if they don't know.

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