Sometimes even that person hurts u so bad qnd u can't stop it but always u keep saying i will be good and for a moment everything is good and then all comes back every word represent a hurt every second you wish u were not there how can you understand why am i writing this even if ur listiting and you're wondrenig where i did come from you don't know my story you didin't walk on my path you haven't lived what i lived you haven'tn see what i see but my past definds me this is who i am
I failed you but m not even surprised i feel like that same thing that help it's the same that force me down but i think that nobody believed that i'm lost in the seal of myself inable to see the light and the dawn inable to see to feel or to be to sleep i dreamed once but it didn't last because it stills a dream
Nd maybe u wonder why but u try to not to think about it nd try to get by and all those things seems like nothing .you just want to the old stuff get back again like you just wanna see ur family smile again and take care of yourself because tha's whatt you need you're gonna be scared without knowing who you're just wanna someone who tolds you that everything will be fine i heard a tons of promises but it's all sound the same . each place its' somewhere different but you don't know how to be there it's hard to find a place when you can move around safetly and slowly you find your summer again and maybe this time it seems like the world made a truce with me the trees seems like roots start to grow again
I still wonder if you're smiling or laughing you're basically happy and i always thought that whenever you're down your probably sad but fidget out that the're no difference between happiness and sadness whenever you're samiling or not or even when youre showing that you're sad or happy i wish i can find someone who tolds me that every thing will be okay nd i can feel normal i wishthat someone can be their for me
