The writer knows what he is doing may look stupid to others, if anyone even reads it. The writer just wants to write something, anything for anyone to read. He wants to do this so maybe he can get back into the swing of writing and start with more fiction. The writer always wanted to write an scp or something that could get others to notice his work but he gave up on it because he didn't feel motivated to do it or he was doing other things at the time. The writer isn't depressed to say but every time he tried or began to write or type something he always stopped and felt like it was pointless or no one would read it or that the idea was cringy or stupid. The writer now realizes that this could be seen as cringy but he continues because even if all the people who read these think it's bad atleast he knows someone read it. The writer used a blurry picture of a pencil as the cover, he could bullshit and say it's symbolic but really the writer just wanted to put a picture of a pencil because he's writing, no symbolism just a blurry pencil alone. The writer starts to think as he writes this what will happen to this whole story after this chapter, will he just never come back to it, fall into this problem of not writing again, or will he ad more, and make this an entire blog or somewhere to rant. The writer decides he will send this chapter to a friend to see what they think after about it, the writer realizes that this whole story is very meta but maybe that's a charm to it. The writer keeps listening to his music while writing this and thinking about what to say in the future if he continues this story. He could make it a blog about what the writer sees wrong in the world, or he could make it about his life and some struggles he goes through, or he could make it about all the stories the writer has but gives up on. The writer doesn't know how much longer he will keep writing about the small random stuff about this story. The writer finally decides this is good enough for a small chapter story. The writer hits publish and sends it to a friend of his and hopes it's not cringy.
YOU ARE READING
the writer
Randomafter a while of not writing or having the motivation to write, the writer finally decides to write something, even if it's small or random or no one will see it, he will still write.
