Falling For The Slayers Enemy| BTVS Spike FF

Not The Smut You Want

I continued to cry into Josh's chest "I'm just surprised you didn't wonder if Buffy lied or not" "Is there any proof?" I asked pulling away from him "You will wake up from your sleep any minute now, every scooby is asleep right now go to Spike's crypt and search" "Thank you Josh, I'm sorry for everything" "For what? I stalked you" I shrugged and hugged him again. Once I woke up I opened my eyes to see I was on Giles's couch, I sat up and looked around. Spike was asleep next to me, I rolled my eyes at him and stood up. Making no noise I rushed to the door and opened it, the cold breeze made my nipples hard and I squeaked. I rushed in the direction of the main cemetery Buffy patrolled in, I wiped away the tears that fell as I ran to the cemetery. My pace picking up. I jumped over the brick fence and ran towards Spike's crypt that he didn't sleep in anymore. I went inside, it looked the same. Nobody had touched the place since the last time I was in it, I sighed and looked around wondering where Josh wanted me to look.

I frowned and walked further into the place, looking around I noticed one of the lights on in the basement part. I walked slowly towards it, I had goosebumps up my back and I went down the ladder to the lowest part of the crypt, stepping off the last ledge of the ladder I looked around to see a shrine that had two pictures of Buffy and more of me. I gasped and turned around to see Josh "You see? This is proof" he said. Josh was like a ghost to me "I-" "Sam..." he said frowning. I felt tears pelt down my face and I fell to my knees "Are you ready for your revenge?" he asked me "Yes" I told him. Josh chuckled "I didn't know telling you all this would get you on me" "Shut up and just get it over with already" I muttered. Josh shrugged and tugged off all his clothes "Now yours" Josh told me. I took most of my clothes off as well and felt Josh hold my half naked body and kiss me. 

*Spike's P.O.V.*

I woke in the middle of the night to Buffy shaking me softly "Hey" he told me "So... Sam isn't here" she said looking at my lap. I looked around "What?! Where-" "Spike I thought this would be the perfect opportunity to-" "I have to find Sam" I said with worry "Listen to me!" she yelled in a whisper "What?" Buffy quickly leaned in kissing me. I was shocked I did miss this feeling but Sam actually meant something to me, I pushed her away "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I yelled at her "Spike I-" "You stay away from me and Sam!" I said with regret as I rushed out the already open door to look for Sam. I ran to her house and couldn't find her.

*Sam's P.O.V.*

Josh unhooked my bra and tugged it off "I've been waiting for this" he whispered and kissed me and took off my underwear. I groaned and gripped his nice brown hair, he smirked and laid me on the carpet. Then he rammed into me harshly, I screeched not even being able to admire his member he thrusted into me. I tried to act like I was feeling things but I wasn't, I couldn't get Spike off my mind "You feeling it?!" Josh asked "Y-Yeah!" I said laying my head down trying to relax. The guilt made me feel bad, and I didn't like the guilt clouding me "Do you want me to stop?" Josh asked. I sighed "Y-Yeah..." Josh pulled out "I'm sorry" he told me with full sorrow. I sighed "No, I ruined it... I just feel so guilty" "So does Spike, he's looking for you" I started to cry again "I feel so bad! I'm a terrible person! I just wanted revenge! Instead I made it worse!" I said crawling into a ball and crying.

*Spike's P.O.V.* 

I rushed down the ladder of my old home, the sound of crying got louder and I seen my girlfriend on the ground curled up. I then seen Josh in front of her looking at her with sympathy, they both were naked. I growled "I killed you!" "S-Spike!" Sam said in shock as she quickly stood up. I ran at Josh and threw him at my old shrine "Sam what the hell!" I yelled at her getting closer. Sam began to cry again "Spike... I-I..." she then started to get her clothes and I grabbed her by the wrists "You... cheated on me?" "No you did on me!" she said moving her wrists away from my hands "W-what?" "When I was sleeping Josh and I were together talking and he showed me a conversation between Buffy and Giles, you and Buffy were a thing!" she sobbed. I looked at her in shock "Sam..." "No Spike... I'm sorry I cheated on you! Genuinely! I am! But you crossed the line with the fucking shrine!"

I looked at the ground "You don't understand" "What? What am I supposed to understand?!" "I didn't cheat on you..." "Buffy said-" "Ok I kinda did, but let me explain at home?" "Oh... ok..." she said getting her clothes on and we walked to the house ignoring the ghost behind us. The walk was quiet, but once we got in the house it changed. Sam sat on her couch and I sat next to her "Buffy and I were just slightly a thing before I asked you out... Ok? Then she never really got over me even though she knew we were together..." "You left her hanging there?" she asked folding her arms. I sighed "I guess you can say that... But she even tried kissing me while you were at the crypt!" Sam looked at the ground "I'm not talking to her ever again" "Y-" "Spike she tried to ruin us... it slightly worked... I feel bad for 'cheating' but I just... I didn't feel anything that you make me feel... I love you and only you... I'm sorry" "I'm more sorry than you are..." I said as she gave me a hug that I returned.