HIDDEN FEELINGS

Chapter 22

Aaron Point View

I had just arrived home from Emily's mother's memorial. My body ached from all sides, I was tired all wanted was to get some much needed rest falling on to my un made bed I closed eyes In a hope of getting some much needed sleep but I couldn't all I could think about was kiss between Emily and me which was still fresh in my mind, her lips oh my God her lips were soft, sweet , and luscious, plump, pink lips,

she could pass for lip model not forgetting her cherry lime lip gloss made all it worth while sweetening the taste of those beautiful lips, all I wanted is to dip her and kiss her just like in fantasies and never let go all wanted is protect her especially from that strange woman who kept showing up uninvited to Emily's mother memorial I was determined to protect the love my life I know its a cliche thing to say but didn't change fact it was true Emily and have been through a lot together and she is the one that owns my heart , I need to look at the things in prospective manner Michelle was the who stood by me as I was knocking on deaths door. she bandaged my wounds and nursed me back to health with all her love affection. But girl I love and considered as my ride or die the girl I would do anything for cut me out of her like as if I were bad plague and I must say it hurt like hell it was like heart was ripped out of my ribcage before someone drove over it with a monster truck I was literally dying of heart ache it was worst pain I had ever felt, and for that I wasn't going to forgive her she need to know how she made feel, not forgetting I need to be fair to Michelle who has done anything humanly possible to get me back on my feet plus she was my girlfriend so that meant I need to keep my feelings for Emily at bay Michelle was girlfriend for that I had to respect her because am one woman kinda guy Emily had her chance and lost it I was not about to be a cheater like that son bitch Ryan if Emily needed my help I would help her but at a distance try all means to keep arms length

Just then I received call you know who the one the only self centered Emily who thought the world revolved around her asking me as usual to drop everything and help her this time it was about woman who kept showing up at her mother's memorial she wanted me to investigate , sat there beside myself as an in war raged on in mind whether I should be helping her after all heart ache and pain she was put me through l knew there was only one way to solve this inner struggle between my heart and mind because part of me wanted to help her and other wanted nothing to do with her especially since it would hurt Michelle but Emily had suicidal tendencies and was on verge of a relapse keeping this mind I was definitely conflicted on what was right thing do, so best course of action in this case was to first call Michelle and let her know everything and let decide what I should do So I ring her up

The phone rings three times before she answers

"Hey babe. "

"Hey darling I missed you so much You hadn't called me the whole day, I was starting to think you forgot about me ah. " Michele speaks through the other line

As the stars Aline and world rotates my heart will always find you, so how could ever think I can forget about you. "

"Oh Aaron baby, you always say sweetest things . " Michelle replies I could feel the joy in her voice as she spoke to me

Its easy babe , cause your beautiful. "

. "Ooh, you are making me blush. " she says

"But babe, I have done something horrible , but I rather tell you in person. " I say sounding regretful

" What is it babe, your scaring me. " she says little shaken by words

"I only tell you when you arrive. "