🎈The Clown's Favorite Toy🎈

🎈The Carnival part 1 🎈

Nonny stepped closer " Ava~ the kiss? D- do you like me? Or was it just..." Nonny stopped talking hoping I'd finish his sentence. I had other things to worry about besides that, like this fucking baby! I stared playing with my fingers unsure what to say since Nonny was the only friend I made in Derry I would hate to complicate things between us. When I'm with him I feel good, he's good. He's good company.

" It's okay, you don't have to give me an answer. We're just friends...I mean, I was the one who started it. I'm sorry for kissing you and running away after, I just don't know how to control my emotions. I don't want to lose you as a friend." Nonny gives me a tight hug I bury my head in his chest " Me too, Nonny." Yup his momma is right he is a good boy. My stomach started to hurt something doesn't feel right. No, the baby...somethings wrong with the baby. I apply pressure on to my stomach it's like the baby is responding to something..

"Ava....I could smell you ~"

I let out a small gasp and grab Nonny's hand
" Hey! Come on let's go check out those rides!" We both dash into the crowd.

While Ava and Nonny played like the young teens they were Pennywise was lurking in the shadows observing there every move. You see, although Pennywise never said it he's grown lonely over the years. There's something with Ava he can't pull away from now more than ever. There is something holding them both together.

Nonny and I found ourselves having a good old time we had so much fun we even went on the Ferris wheel the air grew colder. Nonny said he wanted us to just be friends but the way he was holding my hand I knew he wanted more, he wanted something I had no room in my heart to give. Love.  I looked over to the candy apple stand " I'll be right back, Ava!" Nonny dashed over to the line I looked at him run over with a faint smile he waves at me and I do the same in return. "Ava~" I look over to an unattended  tent " Come on over, babes~" I didn't want to go over there at first but whenever he's around and I avoid him it seems like my stomach is ripping itself apart. I look over my shoulder to Nonny who was happily waiting on the line just a  few minutes won't hurt. I walked over to the tent which was filled with darkness " Penny?" I say his name before I enter " Pennywise? Are- are you here?" I wonder around in darkness I hear low growls I tense what when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder " I know what you've been doing while I'm gone, babydoll~"  I turn around and meet Pennywise's glowing orange eyes in the darkness although it was pitch black I would tell he was smiling. I smack his hand off my shoulder
" What are you talking about?"

Silence filled the tent I call out his name a few more times before trying to feel if he was still near but just avoiding me. " Ava?" I could hear Nonny calling for me " Ava, where are you?" I couldn't sense Pennywise's presence in the tent anymore " Penny? Are you there" I received no answer. I quickly make my way over to the tent entrance when I felt a tight grip on my hoodie " I've been real patient with you, kiddo."  I felt my body being raised my arms and legs grew limp Pennywise has me by my hoodie with my back facing him " You only serve me, got it?" I had no idea on how high I was until he let go off me causing me to land on my hip " Ouch! What the fuck!" I slowly try to get up but felt something heavy weighing me down " Stop cursing, Toots. It ain't a good look on ya." It was Pennywise's foot pressing against my back " Alright!" I shout
" Alright who?" I could feel my chest being pushed on to the concrete " Alright, Pennywise!" His heavy weight disappeared from my back I quickly get up and dust myself off. I quickly run out of the tent frantically searching for Nonny in the crowd, it was as sky grew darker there was nothing out but the full moon tonight.

My attention shifted to the full moon " Ava?" I felt a heavy hand grab my right shoulder it was Nonny! Boy, I've never been so relieved I could have sworn it was Pennywise coming to finish me off he was as hostile as when we first met. " I was looking everywhere for ya! What the fuck happened to you, girl!" I gave him some bullshit answer which he gave an unsure look but he let it go once I pointed at the Ferris Wheel. His attention shifted to the ride, we were both excited we both dashed over to the line in the process I could hear low growls it was Pennywise. He sounded like an animal it was as if I was running for my life rather than running to enjoy the ride "Aw babygirl, if only you'd listened." I felt my heart sink to my ass by this point Nonny and I made it to the middle of the line, it was as if Pennywise was surrounding me I could feel his presence all around me I stay close to Nonny in the process "Aww, Are you scared Ava? Come here~" Nonny put his arm over my shoulder Nonny's voice soothed " There ain't nothing to be afraid of. I got you."  His warmth along with his smell of his hoodie  felt so safe. If only those words were true, if only Nonnh knew the danger he was in just by being here with me right! I bury my face in his hoodie with a gentle pat on the head he whispers " There's nothing to fear, your knight is here~" I look up at Nonny and smile. The night sky turned purple Nonny and I were next, finally.

The gate clicked open and Nonny dashes inside I follow right behind him. Before I can get to the sweat besides Nonny a voice spoke beside me
"Tsk, tsk, tsk. If only you'd listened to dear old pennywise, babe~"
I felt unable to breath I felt a cold grip on the back of my neck I didn't dare try to get away from his grasp. Although my head was facing forward I could still make out that the evil clown was laughing, just by hearing the jingle of his bells. I wanted desperately to curl up into a ball and die. But would he allow the mother of his child to die such a cuel fate?

" It's time, Ava~" the clowns evil chuckling echoed in my head on loop, I felt like I was going insane. Unable to move I just stood by while everyone else went ahead of me on the ride. I Nonny a faint smile and a small wave he must've thought I was too scared to ride, I felt Penny's grip on me grow fighter " Ugh. Cut the shit!" As a reflex my hand immediately tried to smack him away "Do ya' wanna make a scene? Pennywise's been DYING to have some fun with ya!" I didn't want to get him mad all I wanted was to enjoy the carnival with Nonny. " Aw, babydoll~ Am I no good? Is that waste of flesh better...than me?" I paused. Was this jealousy? " Oh, I see. There can only be one and Penny does NOT like to share." His voice started out cute and bubbly but then soon turned into a deep raspy voice I felt his finger nails sink into my shoulder which caused me to holler in pain, only to be ignored by the people screaming on the rides. I look up to see Pennywise right behind me, this was no hallucination it was the clown himself. I got an unsettling feeling in my stomach he wasn't interested in me his orange eyes were only fixated on one thing. Nonny.

" It's showtime."

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I'm so sorry for the wait guys! I'll try to be more consistent but I make no promises.
Thank you all for your patience!

This chapter hasn't been revised yet so everything's just scattered about, sorry.

See you in the next chapter!