benjey

telling the truth

jeyjeys POV;

i really need to tell him that i want to be more than friends and if he doesn't ill accept and forget about it. i really really like him. its like i fell in love with him as soon as i laid my eyes on him. i wish he was mine. what if he has a girlfriend. ugh why cant i be normal and like girls, its not fair.

i think i'm gonna tell him that i'm gay first then i will ask if we can be more than friends. no i cant do it. i do it in a million years. its so stupid, i've come out to my family and friends and the only one who doesn't accept it is my brother. i've gotten used to the bullying though. i don't care about it anymore. what if benji bullies me too? no, he isn't like that. is he?

benji's POV;

what if he doesnt support gays. what am i supposed to do if he tells everyone? i havent come out yet and if everyone knows what am i gonna do. you know what im gonna tell him and if he tell everyone ill tell them it was a lie. yes. i can do this. im gonna text him at 4pm when im on the bus and maybe he will be really nice about it. why do i overthink everything jeez. 

time skip to 4pm

here goes nothing 

benji- hey are you there?

jeyjey- yeah whats up?

benji- can i tell you something?

jeyjey- anytime. 

benji- typing....

benji- how far away is barcelona and madrid from each other lol?

jeyjeys POV;

when benji texted me asking if he could tell me something it really scared me but made me excited because i thought he was gonna ask me if we could be more than friends but clearly he only likes me as a friend. why do i get my hopes like that. 

i was overthinking about this situation for so long i realized i had left him on seen and he was confused.

benji- how far away is barcelona and madrid from each other lol?

seen by jeyjey

benji- jey are you okay?

benji- did i say something wrong?

seen by jeyjey

jeyjey is typing...

jeyjey- sorry i was not paying attention lol

jeyjey- umm 5 hours

benji- that isnt that far, maybe in the summer we can meet? 

benji- i need to ask you something else too\

jeyjey- go ahead 

benji- can you come to madrid June 6th i want you to come to graduation with me and i kinda need a date..

jeyjey- like a date date?

benji- im sorry are you taken? 

jeyjey- noo im single 10000%

benji- aww :(

jeyjey- whattt???

benji- i thought maybe you could be mine but you are single 100000%

benji- wait are you straight?

jeyjey- noo lol im gay

benji- soo

benji- will you be mine?

jeyjey- yes!

benjis POV;

i almost screamed when i saw the word yes pop up on my screen.  he actually said YES.. the cutest boy on the planet. i didnt even know what to do, i was in shock. when i went home i saw a video that jey had made. it was a video where he had said "am i gay now.." i dueted it and posted it. all of the comments were, "OMGG AHH I SHIP" it had turned out mostly everyone accepted us and even shipped us. i didnt notice it but there was a smile on my face. i texted jeyjey and said, "can i have ur number lol, i never got it." he then replied with his number

we texted the rest of the night. the whole time i was just smiling nonstop. i went to sleep at 3 am and the next day at school everyone was so confused why i was so smiley but they would never understand how happy i was, and it wasnt a silly relationship. "im just in a good mood today i guess."