Jonah and I were officially moved in together now,and I couldn't be happier.You know with the engagement,and all,but this morning was terrible.I had woken up with one of the worst pains in my side,my cuts are still healing,and all,I even formed a few scars along the way.I knew they'd be there forever,but I just feel they make me look weak.
I couldn't take the pain,and so I got up,grabbed a pain killer from the bathroom,and swallowed it with some water.Last night had gotten so hot that I changed into a bra and shorts.When I walked by the bathroom mirror all I saw was a broken down girl,littered with scars.I hate the way I look,and if I could,I would get rid of every scar on me.
My eyes fell shut as I ran my hands over the bumpy scars,feeling how they pushed out from my skin.I heard a noise or two in the background,but chose to ignore it.Soon enough I felt a chin rest on the top of my head,and arms pull my back into a warm,naked chest.
Jonah:Everything okay love?
Me:Yeah I just-I don't know,I hate the way my body looks now.
Jonah:What're you talking about,you look gorgeous my love,you always have.
Me:No,I mean,my scars,they make me look weak,and ugly.
Jonah:Your scars are beautiful,they show how strong you are.Your scars show that you survived something most people probably wouldn't of,you're the strongest woman around Nina.
Me:Yeah,I guess,I still just feel so ugly.
Jonah:Hey,look at me.
I didn't understand how he could see the beauty underneath the scars,but apparently he did,so I slowly inched myself around,and looked up into his eyes.His lips softly met my forehead,and pulled away,giving me a beautiful smile in return.
Jonah:Love please don't put yourself down,you're beautiful inside,and out.I love you,okay?
Me:Yeah,I love you to.
Jonah:So what do you say we have a movie night?
Me:That sounds good.
Jonah:Yeah?
Me:Yeah,I'd like that very much.
Jonah:Change into some comfy clothes,and meet me downstairs okay.
Me:Yeah,sure,wait can we invite Maria and Logan?
Jonah:I'll give them a call,get dressed.
With that being said,he kisses my forehead once more,and went off his own way,downstairs,leaving me to get dressed.I picked out my yellow two piece,quickly braided my hair into two,and went down to see Jonah had grabbed clothes from the laundry to put at least a shirt on infront of our soon to be here guests.
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