To Know or Not To Know

Do whats best for yourself!

My friend and I were chatting about love.

We thought is it better to know how it feels to love someone or to be loved at all? Or is it better to not know at all?

I told my friend I thinks its better to know. I mean you experience this different side of you and you would feel the happiness that you didnt experience before.

But...

At the end if you didn't received the love you wanted from that person, It would be the end of the world for me. I mean you gave it all for him to like you.

Just like whats happening to me now.
Well recently I just confessed to someone I like,  and it didn't happen to be a happily ever after for me. So now Im moving on from my failed love, but the saddest part is I feel empty inside.

A void feeling inside you.
A hole in you. A cold heart.

That happens to you when you loved someone but didnt have his love in return.

Then my friend pointed out that people who didnt experience that seems to be have more fun in life since they wouldn't worry if someone would love them also they do what they want.

People who didnt experience love seems to live thru their lives. I mean they don't get jealouse of other couples whilst scrolling thru their social media.

They are happy on what they have now.

On that note, I'm not regretting to experience my failed loves. I am actually happy that I experience it but sad at the same time. But thats how it is.

At the end of it all.

It is your decision on what would you do in your life. It is your choice not just based on love.

Look at your career, goals and achievements.

Do whats best for you and yourself.

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