I've added this one on sepearatley for the ATTYS
I feel awake,
Or am I dreaming?
A lost connection,
No longer streaming.
My head is spinning--
Round and round--
Crash and burn,
Into the ground.
I hated you,
And I hated life.
Twisted thoughts,
Made me want to pick up a knife
Now all is lost--
I’ve given up--
I’m taking the plunge--
Drinking from death cup.
You say to stop,
And that it is not true.
Stop hurting--
To the day you will rue.
My pain will be gone,
Relieving me of burden.
You say all along,
That I am no burden.
But you don’t understand--
You never will!
How this sensation kills me!
I’ve stayed strong for a while.
I am a fighter--
But one day comes,
And it is time to take the rope---
And make, a noose.
