Blue Eyed Boy (Third Book in the I Was Loving The Wrong Man series)

Chapter 15

Louis' PoV

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She did this because of me. Did she really want to kill herself? I pull my phone out and dial Niall. "Ello?" He answers. "Niall! Bring the Liam, Zayn, and the kids to the hospital now! She made a deep cut! Liam needs to donate some blood. He's the only one with her type." I order. "Shit. On our way." He replies and hangs up. I glance at Harry and all I see are the tears falling down his face constantly. "Harry, I understand if you're mad. She did this because of me. She always does this because of me. I'm leaving. I can't bear to see her in pain anymore. I'm sorry." I apologize. I stand up and walk out the front door. I get in my car and drive home. "FUCK YOU!" I scream as loud as I can to the universe. I fall to my knees and sob. "Why does she keep doing this?" I whisper through my sobs. "I'm just gonna end it all. I'm sick of causing the ones I love so much pain. The fans will understand." I whisper once again. I get a peice of paper, write on it, and lay it on the coffee table.

Lads,

I'm sorry but I've decided to end it. I'm sick of Riley being in pain because of me. I'm sick of causing her pain. By the time you read this, I'm probably in the kitchen bleeding out. Tell Zac and Bailey, they were the best children a man can ever have and that I love them with all my heart.    -Louis

Tears are falling down my face. I wobble to the kitchen and over towards the knife stand. I pick the sharpest steak knife I can find and pick it up. I walk to the living room. Tears fall down my face. I weakly move the knife over to my left wrist. Right when the knife meets my skin, Niall bursts in the door. "Louis I-What the hell are doing!" He starts and he grabs the knife out of my hand. I fall to the floor and put my head between my knees. I sob as Niall sits next to be. "Lou, what's gotten into you?" He asks quietly. "She cut herself because of me Niall! I'm tired of hurting her! I'm tired of hurting. I just want it to end Niall." I sob loudly, the last part coming out barely audible. He wraps his right arm around me. "Louis. The only ones you're hurting are the ones that care about you. We all don't want you to die. We all love you. We all need you Louis. Riley just got her blood and her heart rate is back to normal. Get your ass up and get in the car now." He orders. I stand up and walk out the door.

At the hospital, Harry is in Riley's hospital room and Liam, the kids, Niall, and I are in the waiting room. "Lou, why would even think about suicide? You have the perfect life." Harry breaks the silence. "Harry, Riley is your sister. You're not the one she's mad at. You're not the one she tried suicide for the third time because of. I hate hurting her Harry. It kills me." I cry. Liam rubs my back and I look up at him.

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Two Days Later

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Riley's hand is in mine as we walk out of the hospital. I'm holding Bailey and Riley's holding Zac. There are so many flashes and so many people asking us about why we were in the hospital and stuff.

We all get home and my phone buzzes. I look at the news article.

Riley Styles' Cutting Problem: Riley Styles, Louis Tomlinson, and children, Zac and Bailey, were caught leaving a hospital at 10:36 am today. As you can see in the picture below, Riley has several new scars on her right wrist. You can tell Louis is trying to hide them but, we also learned a deep secret about Louis. Insiders tell us that shortly after Riley attempted suicide, Louis almost cut himself. If it weren't for one of his best mates, Niall Horan, Louis could still be laying on the living room floor with a kitchen knife in his hand.

"Shit!" I yell. "Louis? You tried to kill yourself." Riley was completely shocked. "I figured, if you're not here then....I don't want to be either. I want to be with you." I say barely audible. She hugs me. "They know Louis. They're all gonna hate me now." She cries. I wrap my tattooed arms around her and pull her into my chest. I stroke he hair. "Riley, it doesn't matter what the fans think. I love you and that's all that matters." I assure her. She nods and stops crying.

I pick up my phone. Riley is in bed and Harry is on his lap top. My twitter mentions are blowing up.

alicebug009: @LouisTomlinson is a total psycho path!

HollyAmbrose1: @LouisTomlinson @RileyStyles My mom was right. One Direction is such a bad influence.

SydneyCrittendon: @LouisTomlinson I understand what you're going through. Still a big directioner!

MrsHoran: @LouisTomlinson I wish you and Ashley killed yourselves! The band can do without you anyway!

I thought our fans were supposed to be the best. "Did you see?" Harry asks. I nod my head. "They'll get over it." I reply.

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Next chapter I'm going to skip a year. Comment if you have questions. Vote if you want. Luv u all!