A Wish (Alvin and the Chipmunks x OC reader)

Introduction

A wish is a lot like a prayer it's something that you want that will not come true, and yet you still desperately want it even when it can hurt others around you. Some people wish for death others to heal a loved one that is sick but for me it's to be erased from existence. I don't want to be alive I have lost a handful of people I love and yet I'm fine. I'm not scared of death and yet I feel like asking to be erased is a form of death that I don't really want. So I guess.... what I want is to go somewhere else where no one knows who I am, a fresh start where I am not expected of things. A life as a human is hard people expect you to go to school, get a good education to prove that your smart. Then get a Job and die when your old or young if an accident happens, is that really all there is to life? To work tirelessly for no reason just to get money for material objects we don't really need? Electronics, unhealthy food, cars, bikes, exercise equipment etc. Do we really need these useless things that we use to distract our mind from an unavoidable death? This can't be it I won't accept this I won't live like this a life like this mustn't be what God planned, we were made in his image it isn't supposed to be like this. But how am I supposed to change the way an entire race currently lives like I have no one else that thinks like I do to help me. If this is what people call living then they are severely mistaken this is NOT living, this is torture in the worst possible way. Life is exhausting sometimes I sit down and just give up on living but then something inside of me say's to keep going. That this isn't all there is something will come along and change the way things are for me, but I think that won't happen nothing will change right? How can it change? As long as I'm a human nothing will change and I will still be in pain from living this life. At least that's what I thought then but everything changed the day that woman came and asked me an important question "do you want to be human" ?

BTW the picture at the top of the page is you as a human and you are about 17 years old still in high school. Can't wait for you guys to read Chapter 1 and let me know if you have any ideas for the story, I will accept anything.