Thinking. Well, knowing im horrible is a sign of just another teenage girl. For me, the actions of friends and family. The stress that ill build is because a simple "whatever" or "why cant you not act so lazy" people would about suicidal thoughts and wonder where the building began. But, actually. Its begins with you. You put me the wrong. You ignore me. You simply don't.. care, That's the fault and what happens now. A girl gets put down by family who don't care. Friends. Who arent true.
You wonder though. Who are your friends? If someone can come up and listen flaws and call you a female dog. They're not friends. They start trouble. They worry you. They kill your inside. They trick you into believing they love you. They don't.
Family are suppose to guide you and help but all they do is compare you. They say shit no parent should. Dumbass. Lazy. I hate you. If that is how your parent is suppose to be. Then our world is twisted.
Then again. Me. Im twisted. I only have three friends. My family? No thanks. I rather forget that harsh life ever happened. Life is becoming short and worst.
All I wanna do is Forget.
Fin.
