somebody to love

1 // love on the brain - ryan pov

Of all people I could be thinking about during this date, why does it have to be fucking Chase?

A girl—a hot one—actually agreed to go out to dinner with me, and here I am sitting across from her thinking about Chase Elliott, my dumbass best friend.

As much as I'd like to blame him, I'm really the one at fault, as I'm the one who complains about being single all the time, then I go and absolutely wreck my chances when I take steps to remedy it due to shit like this.

I just really wish our relationship wasn't so damn confusing. That would solve literally all of my problems. Okay, not all. But a few. Like my single problem.

It's just he's been acting so weird all day? It started this morning when he texted me about Kaylie. He'd been complaining about how he's tired of her negative comments and generally shitty attitude, so I had told him to end it once and for all, as all he does is bitch about her now. And what he replied with has stuck with me all day.

I should, but the angry, frustrated sex is too good.

Me, being the nosy (read: horny) bastard that I am, prodded for details, and boy did I get them.

Ryan: Ok but like how good? What pussy is so good that it can make you forget about all the annoying shit the person it's attached to does lol
Chase: Hers. Idk man she just lets me do a lot
Ryan: Like?
Chase: Like she lets me fuck her raw and like idk rough? She's surprisingly kinky
Ryan: Anal?
Chase: Anal.
Ryan: Cool. So what are you wearing right now?
Chase: Man fuck off 😂 You need a gf smh
Ryan: You're gonna leave me hanging like this? Unbelievable. And for the record I have a date tonight so
Chase: Of course not buddy. Her ass is 10x tighter than her pussy and my dick barely fits inside. That good enough for you?
Ryan: Yeah that'll do
Chase: 😂 also THANK GOD abt the date. Don't fuck it up!!! Wine, dine, and 69 her my friend
Ryan: That's the plan

Like. I know I asked for details, but I could've gone my whole life not knowing that Chase's dick is too big for Kaylie's ass.

This is what I meant when I said our relationship is confusing. We send each other sexual shit all the time, like links to porn and shit, but lately it's gotten more graphic like today. And I don't know why.

But the images those texts have generated are just...Jesus. I can just picture Kaylie on her front squirming as Chase eats and fingers her from behind, prepping her for his too big cock. And I can almost hear her annoying ass whimper turn into a scream as he attempts to slide the tip of his lubed-up dick into her ass, having to wait for a minute or two until shoving it in as best he can, what with the resistance from the tightness he's facing.

Having only done anal once, I can tell you from experience how the first push is pure ecstasy. Picture the best pussy you've ever had and times it by one hundred. That's how good it is. That's how tight it is. But in order for it to feel good for the girl, you have to do a lot of prep. And I mean a lot. So it's not something I normally do. So knowing that Chase does it pretty frequently fucks me up.

And with Kaylie of all people. She's hot, sure. But she treats him like shit and that leaves me with a bad taste in my mouth. He deserves better.

But you also know who deserves better—or just deserves someone in general? Me.

So here I am. On a date with some chick Bubba knows (who's really hot, by the way). And you know what I'm doing right now? Actively sabotaging my chance of getting with her because I can't stop thinking about Chase fucking his shitty girlfriend in the ass.