July 31 2019; 12:52 am

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It's sad that I have to live with this everyday. Not being good enough for anyone. I feel as if I don't even belong here. What's my purpose? Do I even have one?

On a daily basis I get told I'm not skinny enough and that I need to workout more. I get screamed at for asking a simple question.

If I try to defend myself, stay quiet, or just ask them to stop, it makes it worse.

I can't escape this hell I'm put through.

Yet I feel like there is only one escape though. And it's not what I want. But what I do want is to run away.

Run away from all of this. To the one who has my heart.

Yet you're so far away you seem to be the only one that gets me. You never judge me. Never once have you said anything negative to me.

All you have shown me is love. And you're the reason I stay.

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