i-uh i am scocialy awkward and n the first day of school i always cry i have anxiety seperation anxiety scocial anxiety U KNOW WHAT I HAVE ANXIETY IN EVERY FORM it sucks it will be my first year of middle school (SHOCKER cus i cuss soo much ) ANYWAY im 12 and in oklahoma 7th grade is when middle school starts school sign ups are tommorow july 31 im nervous really nervous (im fucking panicking ) im scared i will get lost not have friends embarress myself get bulied be ugly And its rough being this scared .. about everything i-i cant even tell my parents how i feel cause all they is im overreacting ill be fineeee but i wont cause it like this every year so i hope this diary helps ughh im o nerous school starts august 8th 2 days after my bday -_- i just dont know what to do im shaking im so nervous i have no one to talk to about it cause my phones broke i only have my laptop i need help im scared plus ive been having panic attacks about the end of the wprld sooo thats fun every noise makes me panic eeeeekkk i only have 1 friend and she might leave me idk im terrifyed i was in a small elementary but its a huge middle school im scared i dont want to be idek i just dont want to be in school 0_0
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