My parents are never there when I did them I can't help to cry.I am in a dance team and they didn't even when to my first dance they are never there when I need them the most.The are always late for everything.They don't talk to me when I am sad in Stead they get me in trouble.no one can help me I am to deep I feel like I can break my promises right now.The promises keep holding me back and I just want to do it.I hit to deep and I can't help to cry and scream has hard as I can.I have noticed that a little of people are left how care about me.This week has been horrible to me and my whole world is falling apart little by little.And its all because of my parents and friends.So I don't know what I am I am doing anymore and have burn my hand to feel the pain.If any of my friends that I have left read this them I am sorry guys I just want to feel the pain.
And I am doing this for me not for Idk if we are friends she will never forget what I did and she will never forgive for what I did I am talking about someone and she know who she is so yeah.Sorry but I don't matter anymore to anyone.So goodbye world.
I am going to hide away from everyone goodbye .
