Chapter 20

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by logi_bear_
by logi_bear_
                                    
                                              "Nash?" Nash turns around to look me straight in the eye then looks away and sees himself to the couch.
                          "Uh Nash...WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" He looks at me again the same as before
                          "Your mom let me in." And as if this was rehearsed my mom comes in from the bathroom.

                          "Um mother, Care to explain?"I say pointing at Nash
                          "Oh! Sweetheart I-I just invited um Nash here to come over because well..." She waits for a while before finishing until I get fed up with it and try to force the rest of her sentence out of her
                          "WHY IS NASH HERE MOM!?"
                          "Well because I thought it would help you darling!!" Nash just pulls out his phone and starts playing with it like he doesn't even care this whole conversation is happening because of him.
                          "What do you mean it would 'help' me?"
                          "You kids have been fighting for a while now and-"
                          "Mom! We are not fighting! We are BROKEN UP! Do you not know the difference between fighting and broken up!?"
                          "Well I just thought-"
                          "No! You didn't think! You are not the one to be giving me relationship advice when your own husband hasn't contacted us since I was six!"
                          "Lisa I think-" Kat interrupted but I didn't care
                          "When YOUR husband left us and I was the one living on my own! When he told us he LOVED us but left because of YOU!" Tears were forming in my eyes but at this point I just let them fall.
                          "When dad said he would be right back but he never did because YOU drove him away! And when all this time you've been lying to me about seeing someone else without telling either of us about the other!" My mom looked shocked and sad at the same time. But she said nothing and that made me more angry.
                          I stormed out of the room and opened the front door. It was raining. Shit. Whatever I don't care I just need to get out of here. I grab my jacket and keys, walk out the door and slam it shut.
                          Kat's POV
                          "Ms.Walker are you-"
                          "Don't bother. I'll be in my room if you kids need anything. And please, don't need anything." She walked up the stairs with a look of hurt in her eyes then went into her room and shut the door.
                          "Matt what do we do?" I asked
                          "Well you see...uh we need to....um..."
                          "Guys I got this." Nash stood up looking sad and worried for Lisa.
                          "Wait Nash. Maybe you shouldn't. You don't know how she'll react."
                          "I don't care! Don't you guys get it!? I love her! And I'm not going to just let her go, no matter what I said before."
                          Lisa's POV
                          I was walking for about 20 minutes when I just decided to finally give up. I sat down on the curb watching the rain pour down. One thing I like about the rain is you can't tell that someone is crying.
                          What have I done? I have no relationship with Nash and now I probably ruined my moms. But I don't regret it. She deserved a reality check. You can't always talk out your problems, it just doesn't work like that. I mean how dare she invite Nash, my ex boyfriend, over to my house without telling me.
                          Ughhhh I just want to sit out here forever and never go back. But one thing I will miss from when I was with Nash, his hugs. Those kind of hugs you give someone who's been gone for a long time, he would give me those every day. He would wrap his arms around me and he would hold me close to him so I could hear his heartbeat. And he would just hold me like he never wanted to let go.
                          I started crying again and it was a good thing no one was outside. I lift my head up and look around, but to my surprise a figure stands at the other side of the road. I stand up and squint trying to make out who it is but there is just no way I can see through the rain.
                          "Hey! You there!" I yell over the sound of the rain
                          "Hello!?" I walk closer but the figure is already walking towards me and we meet in the middle of the road.
                          "Nash?" My voice soft and faint
                          "Please Lisa. I'm sorry. Don't go. Don't leave me. I need you. I love you."
                          He reaches his arms out and gives me a big long hug. I squeeze my arms around him and bury my head in his chest not wanting to let go. And at that moment, I feel safe, like nothing in the world matters but me and him. This feeling I've missed oh so dearly. The feeling only Nash could give me.
                          Nash rests his head on mine while tightening his grip on me. Then he looks down at me making me look up. He lets go of our hug which, I admit, makes me sad, but instead he puts his finger under my chin to lift up my head, and he kisses me ever so softly. Butterflies go crazy in my stomach once more. My body lights on fire as it has before. I kiss back pulling him closer to me, not ever wanting to let him go.
                          This is perfect I think to myself as he grabs my hand and holds it while we walk back home.