I'll Be Okay, Right?

October: Bored

Sorry I havent posted in a while (to those who care) stuffs happened, graduation, college , work, all that good stuff lol. Anyways, here's chapter 3 ^×^

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As we drive to the church I stare out the window and shift my dress skirt between my legs to prevent any air flow underneath for an illusion of wearing longer shorts. I hate this I think to myself.

Buildings and cars wizz by and the world out side the window seems like a beautiful slurred painting that changes with every movement of the car. My parents talking about something that I would rather not listen to along with my favourite Queen song in the background lulls me to sleep

Not too much longer after I doze off I hear car doors open and jolt awake to the sudden noise and lack of "Somebody to love" on the radio. "Jess, we're here." Kaitlynn says. I grunt in agreement and unbuckle my seatbelt to leave. Inside the church is a beautiful altar with a large cross above it and arches on the ceiling are extravagant. The large room gives a regal vibe to it. Now I said I dont like going to church or rather, I dont prefer it, but I LOVE churches. The feeling of being there makes me feel pure and loved, and the architecture is astounding.

I'm just not very good at being a Christian.

We sit down at a pew (or a bench as a normal person would say) and wait for the pastor to come to the podium. All around are perfect little families with thier perfect children and thier perfect clothing. It almost makes me feel like I ruin the "perfectness" of our little family. Their not-so-perfect mistake.

Finally, after 30 mins of waiting, the pastor walks to the altar and behind the podium "Good morning everyone, as you know, I am here to tell you about the word of God..." he starts. I can't tell you what he says about this because he lost me at good morning.
(And also the author knows nothing about inspirational preaching :/ )
At this point my mind has gone to 10 different topics from architecture to Disney movies I love. My eyes wonder other places and eventually, 30 minutes in, I get bored. But I can't just get up and leave in the middle of a speech!

So I sit.
And wait.
And yawn.
And wait.

Until we're finished singing gospel  and church let's out. I stand up from my slouched position and hold my skirt as close to my sides as possible walking out of the beautiful church. As I walk out the double doors I catch a glance with a boy. Hes about my age and slightly smaller than I am, he has short red hair with glasses over his almost almond eyes. He has a feminine vibe to him but not much. We look away from each other and continue to our respective vehicles.

Once we get home I quickly find my sweats and a graphic T-shirt of "Fullmetal Alchemist" ,the greatest anime of all time, and I throw them on. But the whole time I couldn't stop thinking about that guy, he was really cute and seemed pretty cool. He didn't look like he wanted to be there any more than I did. I keep thinking about him as I make my cereal bowl. Mabye he's in my school I think to myself.

I take a bite.

Probably not, I mean, what are the chances?

Another one.

I hear someone calling my name and I snap my head up. "Mrph? " I manage to say with a full mouth. Its Taylor, she sighs sarcastically.

" I saaaiidd, Mom wants us to clean our rooms. " She says.

I swallow my food and reply " I already cleaned mine. I do it when I wake up..."

"She means CLEAN, clean"

I take a long sigh

"oh... okay I'll get to it."

I finish my food and grab the vaccum cleaner, go to my room, and open my blinds. As I open my window I see a car slowly pass the cul de sac and a boy on the left side of the back seat, facing me, staring out of the window.

It couldn't be....

Could it?

Nah.

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HEY GUYS! Sorry for the crap writing, I'm trying to make a story out of real life experiences, and I THOUGHT it would be easy to do, but I proved myself wrong real quick lol

Thank yall for reading, feel free to comment, I LOVE reading comments so I can better myself in writing :) and I'll see you in the next chapter: Friends
(*friends theme starts playing * lol)