Will you be my nothing?

Your Gettin Adopted!

Chapter 4-

"Phoebe..." Ms.Sheppards sighs. This is not gonna be good. "I am really sorry ma'am! I am trying really hard to get over my fear of guys....I really am! I promise! I got scared again! I am really sorry! " I said really fast before she could say another word. My eyes are really watery now...great. (The stupid fear is whats holding you back from getting adopted stupid) That voice in ny head is right again. Why am I such a wimp. "Phoebe darling calm down! Don't worry honey. I know you are trying." She started to sooth me. I felt something hot running down my face. Not until that moment did I realized I was crying. That was it. I broke down. I couldn't take it anymore..."Phoebe...calm down. I have to tell you something." I sat straight and wiped my tears. I sniffled a couple of times before talking. "Okay" I said but it came out as barely a whisper. "I am gonna get to the point." Ms.Sheppard said with a wide grin on her face. I don't think she has anything to be smiling about. "Your getting adopted..." She said. I blinked a few times. I even pinched myself...really hard. "What? Why? I am a wreck. I made the worst impression ever. I don't know why you bother trying to get me adopted. Please stop. I hate liars." I said and as simple as that I got up and started walking. "PHOEBE! Don't walk away. I am not lying. They really wanna adopt you. I would never lie to you and you know that. They did ask about your history though." aanndd there it was! There is always something that has to ruin everything. My stupid past is always ruining everything! But...wait, Ms.Sheppard just said I am getting adopted. Is this real? I pinched myself again...ouch...yup, I am not dreaming. "W-w-what did y-you tell t-them?" I said stuttering...shit. "Well I told them that it is something personal and that I promised not to say anything unless you let me. I also said that you will tell them when you think the time is   right." I am so glad that I have Ms.Sheppard. She has helped me through everything since I have been here. I guess I just stood there for a while cause apparently Ms.Sheppard was calling me. "Phoebe? Phoebee?" I snapped out of my thoughts and responded. "Oh yea! Sorry I was thinking. Thank you Ms.S! I am so gald that I can trust you. Thank you for everything..." She started getting teary eyed. I hugged her tight. "Okay! Enough with the gushy lovey dovey things! Go! Go pack up!" I smiled. I ran to my room and I got my suitcase. I put all my essentials in my bags. As I was packing all my bathroom stuff I realized that one thing that scared the shit out of me....Jason. He seems like a nice guy but yet again so did James. Blah...James. That name makes me sick. I finished packing up and grabbed my two suitcases and started to walk towards the stairs. "Shit." I said under my breath. I had two suitcases and have to go down a staircase. Ms.Gomez...or should I say my mama was at the end of the stairs and saw that I was struggling. "Jason! Do me a favor and help Phoebe with her bags." My mama told Jason. I tenses up at his name. (Damn it Phoebe! Not everyone is like James!) I heard and saw Jason coming up the stairs slowly. I gave him one of my bags and took the other one. I had my purse in my luggage so I had everything. When I got down I saw Ms.Gom-_-_- i mean my mama with the biggest smile on her face. It made me grin. "Well hello again Phoebe. Are you ready to go honey?" I smile and nod and head to the car. I was in shock when I saw the beauty before me. I stopped in my place and observed every inch of the car. "Phoebe? Are you okay? " I snapped out of my trance and look the direction the voice came from. I looked straight at Jason. "Uh...yea." i said lowly. I walk up and got in the mesmerizing vehicle.