Today is the first say of officially being back with my ex, Adam. I really missed him. I guess I didn't expect us to be apart forever. I'm in love with him and all that sappy stuff, and he's in love with me. He just lost his way. He started taking me for granted so I had to prove to him he couldn't live without me, and the way he was treating me was billshit. It was only three weeks to be fair. Do I miss isaac? No. I don't. I never had a crush on him really. I liked the idea of exploring if being with Adam for the rest of my life was what I wanted. And I know how it is.
I'm finally not in a manic depressive state anymore. I wish people would have seen how down hill I went. In public you'd assume I'm your typical bougie e-girl. If you had seen my room, seen me in private, you'd see that he was the glue to my life. I wanted to convince myself I liked isaac so much. I told him and myself the reason I'm not comfortable with intimate stuff, and talking, and a relationship was because I 'got hurt' in my last one. That was bullshit. Lmao I really tried, that's what matters. But now my life is back on track and stuff is good. Paige Marie ringler. That's gonna be me. Of course.
Enough about that, let's move on. I think axel is mad at me for not being with isaac. He's been really distant. Acting like we're acquaintances now. We're close. He's my best friend. Of course it makes me feel bad but hey, I'm happy.
Today at work I went on break before lunch time and I could still get a salad but I had to get crispy chicken. Ew. I HATE crispy chicken. But work was fairly good except robin pissing me off. That was terrible. I threw my headset on the ground and threatened to quit. She's so dumb.
I'm tired. I'm gonna go to bed. Goodnight paige.
Xoxoxo, paige.
Don't be a little bitch
