Letter 2 U

The danger

The next morning was Youngjae's birthday. They knew that although it was a special day they couldn't skip practice. Nevertheless, a dinner was organized later to surprise the sunshine of Got7. Mark thought he knew what could be the perfect birthday gift for him. He then decided to take him to lunch and give him his gift.

"So, you and Jackson! Finally Jinyoung was able to beat some sense into you guys. I knew he was the only one who could do it." Youngjae exclaimed as they sat at a discreet restaurant where no one would bother interrupting them. They served most of Youngjae's favorite dishes and whenever he had time, he was there munching on some plate of ddukbokki.

"We have never been happier." Mark glowed. It felt right to be with Jackson again, even though, sometimes, images of the kiss he shared with Jinyoung flashed through his mind.

"I feel bad for Jinyoung hyung, though. For some strange reason I silently rooted for him. It was some sort of cathartic kind of feeling. I mean, if he had managed to end up with you, everything was possible, even for me. But that would be asking too much." Youngjae bit his lips nervously.

"I don't like seeing you so down like this. But, perhaps we can change that. That's why I have some news to share with you and with you only!" Mark started as the other looked at him quizzically.

"Is that the birthday present you were talking about? Seriously Mark, it has to be some really good information to beat the golden watch you gave me last year."

"JB is into guys! At least he used to sleep with some. Now you should at least let him know you're available!" Mark told him waiting for the other's reaction.

"Is that some kind of joke?! Because if it is, I'm not laughing, you see. You of all people should not ruin this day for me." Youngjae replied, sounding offended. Mark seemed confused.

"You have to keep this between us. But Youngjae, I heard from a solid source. He is gay, or bi, whatever. I couldn't believe at first, but it's true. Go and chase after him!" Mark insisted as Youngjae shook his head in denial.

"Well, whoever told you that is a mediocre liar. I know him, better than anyone! Maybe even better than Jinyoung, who got to meet him first! Plus, I guess he likes some girl. He came to me for advice, since Jinyoung was too absorbed in himself lately. I'm always his second option and that kinda pisses me off!" Youngjae sounded irritated now. Mark felt like he had no choice but reveal everything Jackson had told him.

"He used to sleep with him, before our debut, during the JJ Project early years. Maybe that's why you're always second. But it's not too late, boy, you can change that." Mark didn't know what to believe anymore, since Youngjae was pretty adamant about JB's heterosexuality. Jackson had no reason to make that story up, so he chose to believe his boyfriend. An unreadable fire burned inside the younger's eyes when the American mentioned the possible JinJae sexual encounters. He was convinced of JB's sexual orientation, but he wondered if the leader would give in to Jin's seduction.

"This cannot be! Even if they did, it was probably an experimental phase for him, since Jinyoung is gay, he might've pushed him into it." Youngjae seemed unsure of himself now. He started drinking too much and the food wasn't even served yet.

"Hey, slow down. I didn't mean to upset you! I wouldn't have said anything if I knew you'd be like this." Mark looked worried now, as he wiped some drops of soju falling from his dongsaeng's chin.

"What would JB hyung say if he found that that apart from you, Jackson and Jinyoung, I am also in love with a member of our group? How would he take it?!"  He exclaimed frustrated, trying his best to keep his voice down, but the alcohol was getting the best of him. He didn't notice the look of horror shadowing Mark's eyes. He didn't notice the presence behind him, till he heard the hoarse voice of Got7's leader answer him.