My "Simple" Life.

Chapter 22

Jennifer's point of view

-Harry I'm sorry.. I should've never done this...

I'm just gonna go home now..thank you for everything okay? I'm more than appreciate this.

"But Jen... Please... Don't go home."

-I will talk to you later okay?

"Please just stay safe,don't do anything too risky,it's not healthy for you."

-okay,bye Harry.

I stepped out of Harry's place.

Shit. Jennifer what did you do?

You know you should've not done that. Fuck everything!

Why am I always that stupid?!

I called a cab to drive me home,

During the ride my phone vibrated,I looked down and I saw that I got a new message.

It was Marc.

"Hey Lola,I missed you."

My heart stopped beating for a moment,

Oh my god,Marc. I can't believe he's still thinking about me.

I started sobbing.

I got home and went upstairs to my room,

I saw that the kids were gone so I assumed they must have been at my mother's house over the night.

I decided to text Marc back.

-hey Marc. How have you been?

He replied.

"Not so good without you. Can I come over? I think we need to talk."

-okay.im at my house.

"I'll be right over babe"

Oh my god! I can't believe it!!! I think he's about to finally admit that he was wrong all along,he's coming to apologize! Finally!!!!

I rushed to change my clothes,I chose a simple jeans and a white tight tank top that should squeeze my breasts out a little.

After 10 minutes,I heard a knock on the door,that was Marc.

-my Lola,you have no Idea how much I missed you! I couldn't live without you anymore!!! Mi amor,let me touch you...God how much I missed your touch.

'Marc started to get closer to me,and I pulled away...I cull tell something with him was a little bit off.'

'Marc,can we just please talk? Come in,let's sit. Do you want something to drink?'

-all I wanna do is make love to you my baby!

Marc started kissing me,but at the moment he got his mouth into mine I could clearly taste that he was drinking alcohol.

I pushed him away.

'FUCK IT MARC! CANT YOU BE SERIOUS FOR ONCE?! I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA COME HERE TO APOLOGIZE TO ME,ABOUT THE WAY YOU TREATED ME SINCE I TOLD YOU I WAS PREGNANT. GO FUCK YOURSELF MARC ANTHONY! AND DO NOT EVER COME BACK HERE DO YOU HERE ME?!'

Marc just started laughing like crazy,

So I started to lose control so I literally just pushed him out of my house's door outside.

He fell on the grass.

It took him 2 minutes to starting figuring all out and then he just started screaming at me like I'm the one who's drunk and wanted to get laid.

Before he was about to say something after all of his screaming I just shut the door and I left him outside alone.

I will never be loved again. Never.

Nothing will ever be working for me in relationships,that's so frustrating...

I went up to my room and I started crying,like I've never cried before!

DAMN IT JENNIFER!

WELL GOOD FOR YOU,

AGAIN,LIFE SHOWED YOU HOW MUCH THEY LOVE YOU.

I just need someone right now,I'm tired of waking up to an empty bed. I hate myself because of it!

Why can't I just be in a normal,happy relationship?

I'm calling my mom.

'Hey ma? How are you?'

-I'm okay baby,how are you? Are you okay? How is your belly? Are you still bleeding? Do you want me to come?

'No no,mom just listen okay? I'm fine,I'm home... I was just wondering if you will be able to keep an eye on the kids for another day? Is that okay? I'm gonna call Leah to ask her to stay the night.... I just could really use her and a girl night right now.'

-sure...whatever you what Jen,you know I'm always here to help you. So just call me whenever you need something okay?

'Yeah,thanks mom. You're the best!'

~calling Leah~

Ugh the voicemail..

I wonder where she is...

Probably fucking Angelo somewhere...

Damn it,what am I gonna do?

~phone vibrates-you've got a new message~

Harry:"hey Jen,how are you feeling?"

Oh Harry... You've got the best timing in the world.

It wouldn't hurt if I'm just gonna talk to him a little right?

I'm sure it wouldn't...

~calling Harry~

'Hey Harry,can you come over? Please?...'

-Jen are you okay? Is that your belly again?

'Uhm.. No actually.. I just really could use someone to talk to at the moment.'

-oh... Well,I would love to! I'll be right over.

'Thanks! I'll see you in a bit.'

Harry's point of view

Is that just happened? Did she really just invite me to her house as a guest?

As someone she would like to be with? So maybe she still felt something after the kiss...

Does she like me?

To be continued...