Touch [on hold.]

...《☆》...Chapter 1...《☆》...

It all started one evening, when the sun was angrily heating up the air.They were at it again, this time about something about the stupid gate being open. I tried to shove music into my ears usually music from Ross, he normally makes songs and posts them on Google+ blog, but Ross knew me, Not like in the bad way he treated me like a sister and therefore i thought of him to be like my brother. He especially send the songs on whatsapp to me so that it seemed special. The whole time i was listening to a song sung by him called; "Who you are" and i tucked my head into my pillow and just began to cry to myself, I was so tired of holding it back that i just let it go. i felt a vibrate in my hand and when i opened the text message i saw who i had sent it. I had seen it was Ross, "Hey girl, i was just wondering if you are okay...you have been very quite these few days...Are you okay...Remember YOUR Big Bro Is Here For You."

Ross's POV

I had this sick feeling in my gut. I didn't know where it was coming from or why it was coming. Laura began to look to look at me funny, i just kept still she had a certain grin in her face, she began to mouth the word I LOVE YOU i felt a little better after words to i said mouthed back I LOVE YOU TO MUCH MORE LAURA, and she blushed away i just looked down cause that feeling was still inside of me i didnt know how to react so i just sighed. before i knew it i felt someone pulling me to the driveway. It was Laura as we walked out the door she closed it behind her and leaned against it. "Ross i know something is wrong i can see it in your eyes, you've gone ten times paler ever since this morning, so u better confess before i get someone else to get the truth out, I know u love me and you dont want to see me hurting but i need to know what is wrong so that i can feel that you are happy as well." She said to me in a serious tone. i

"I'm sorry i say but u know my best link...Rebecca...yeah i haven't heard from her in so long i don't know what to do...i need to know if she is okay...her life as u know is not as well as all the others in this world...when silence like this comes about it doesnt feel right i just think i should text her, Laura what should I do?"

"Ross maybe you right i know this girl and i guess you are worried sick about her that makes you feel insecure...Ross text her ask her if she is okay."

i didnt need to be told twice to i just pulled my phone out and typed "Hey girl, i was just wondering if you are okay...you have been very quite these few days...Are you okay...Remember YOUR Big Bro Is Here For You." i read it to laura she said it was amazing... so i sent it off. I gave laura a big hug and said thank you. she replied with a peck on my cheek...we walked out hand in hand and went back onto set. I just hope Rebecca is okay out there.

Rebecca's POV

I just couldn't bring myself to answering him so i went offline and left it as it was....it not like it would hurt him if i didnt reply immediately.The screams got louder and louder. So I did wat i had to do I got up from where I sat walked to the traveling closet and got out my wheeled suit case. i grabbed everything i could from my clothing closet and threw it all in the suitcase.

i soon packed everything i had in the suit case and i grabbed my handbag i walked to the mirror and i kept thinking if what i was doing was right. I knew In a way it wasn't but I had to.

I Heard something shatter downstairs and my natural human reaction would have been to go investigate, but instead I waited a while it went silent and then I heard something that changed my life I heard a gun shot... I dropped ever thing I had and ran out the door before I got to the stairs I heard another and something falling to the ground...I stopped dead centre and slowly turned to my right where I saw the most hurting thing ever my mother lying dead still on the floor away from my father who was in the kitchen... dead still. I had no idea what had happened, but I bolted to my mother because we had a better link than my father her. Reached for her pulse it was faint but I couldn't feel any air come out of her nose. I went to my father with eyes full of tears, he had no pulse and there was the gun in his hand. I bent down and cried screaming what did he do all this for. I had to be strong and hold tight because I didn't know what to do I ran to my mother and dialed 911 it was hard and I explained everything to them. They soon came and took my mom away "she'll be okay," My friend Jeremy said, he opened his gate and walked towards me (Jeremy is the sweetest guy around hes like my second brother, he is brown haired and has hazel brown eyes hes kinda build but not over build he loves running and making me smile...its hard not to smile around him). I knew he was coming to hug me so I backed away when he opened his arms.

I couldn't get a word out, because of the massive lump in my throat...but i shook my head and bust into multiples of tears. he didnt care that i didnt want a hug he still came closer and hugged me my head was now buried in his chest and i was crying so hard that my thoat felt like blood was coming out... i cried for approximately 9 to 10 minutes before i felt like my heart was going to come out, amazingly Jeremy didnt stop me from pouring my heart out against him or care that his Ecko shirt was now wet he just kept rubbing my back and every time i got louder he would keep whispering its okay...theres nothing to worry about...

"J-Jeremy!" i managed to get out

"Shhh....don't talk just think...actually don't think just close your eyes and think of something that makes you happy" he said holding me tight. i felt somehow uncomfortable but he was the closest thing i had to family. i didnt know how i was going to tell my sister who i haven't spoken to from the age of 15 when she left to find her own way. i thought about it in my mind for a little while then i heard Jeremy speak up...

"wanna go inside and rest for a while, its getting quite later and cold."

i couldnt talk so i just simply nodded. he didnt seem dishearten or sad he just simply said ok and we walked in i run to the couch and rested my head in the armrest. I didn't know where Jeremy went but he was nowhere to be heard so i lifted my head a bit to reveal the place where my mother laid not moving and took a deep breathe in...

what was i thinking i couldnt be here i couldnt face this many memories, so i got up and ran out the door i just ran and ran as far as my two feet could take me. i heard Jeremy come out of the house and yell back my name when i slowed down and looked back but continued to keep running. i just didnt want to stop and i just felt something punch in to my chest. almost like i had ran into someone or something.