“I always wish to be a shadow so, no one can see me crying when I’m in pain, and all they can see is a black reflection having no feeling of everything.”
-Ericka Jane
***DATED SEPTEMBER 20,2012
Dear Diary,
As usual, I am alone here in my room, just reminiscing things and I can’t explain why I am still feeling this way. I just wanna cry yet I am so tired doing so for it’s been 8 months when we broke up, yet I can feel that I still love him and I guess it is deeper than before.
Knock! Knock!
“Ericka? Are you still awake?”
“Yes ma, just enter.”
“Candy is on the phone, I guess it’s urgent.” Si Candy? Bakit kaya?hmm
“Hello best?”
“Best!!!! My ghad! Bakit off ang phone mo?! I’ve been calling you all day! What are you doing with your life???!!!” hayyy ito nanaman at binging-bingi nanaman ako, kung hindi ko lang talaga mahal tong bestfriend ko ee.
“I’m not feeling well best, please don’t nag me.” Well, I’m not really on the mood.
“You’re not feeling well? For 8months?!! Please Ericka move on!.” Yeah! I know in myself na nagpapakatanga lang ako ;’(.
“Please I want to rest, and it’s already late. See you tomorrow, thank you best for always being there.” I don’t really know what’s happening to me.
“Yeah, I understand. Best I love you, I just want you to know that you don’t deserve this sufferings and it’s only you who can fix what he mess.” That’s what I love with my best friend, she is just always there for me and thank you Lord for having her.
“Thank you so much best.” At binaba ko na ang phone.
Upon laying, I just fall into thinking then suddenly reminiscing the moments when we’re still together.
FLASHBACK:
BINABASA MO ANG
I'LL WAIT YOU IN HEAVEN (one-shot story)
Romance“I always wish to be a shadow so, no one can see me crying when I’m in pain, and all they can see is a black reflection having no feeling of everything.” --Ericka Jane.This story encompasses sacrifices, pains but along with it is a true love.
