2009

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Shay's POV

Today is my 19th birthday. My feelings for Hyukjae over the years haven't wavered, but instead they have flourished. I've grown to love him more than I once did. As I've grown my body has gotten curvy, and filled out more than I used to be. I no longer resemble a child. I'm hoping that Hyukjae will keep his promise to me, because if not then my heart will surely shatter.

I then changed my clothing, and met the band at the dance studio. When I got there Super Junior and Rhythm had worked together to decorate the room, and in the middle of the room was a cake they had bought for me. I couldn't help but smile, when they began to sing Happy Birthday. Throughout the song I kept my eyes glued to Hyukjae, who held a wide grin the whole time. It reminded me of all the reasons I love him, and how I would be willing to do anything to make him happy.

They say only fools fall in love, then I guess I'm the biggest fool of them all. I've waited for this man, since I was 14. After they stopped singing I made a wish. A wish that one day Hyukjae will love me. Love me for me. That he will stop seeing me as a kid, and finally see me as a woman. A woman who's madly, truly, completely, and deeply in love with him. The one who would turn the world upside down just to make him smile. The one who would do anything to keep him safe. The one who would cherish him each, and every day. The one who will show him how beautiful he is, and show him that he deserves the world. Regardless of how hard I try to move on I can't. I love him, and to see him with someone else would break my heart.

Just after I blew out my candle I looked up to see him with his phone next to his ear. The words that came from his mouth made my world spin, and go pitch black.

"Hey babe."

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