Jessica, a 18 year old student who is freshly out of high school from California tries some odd things to find herself. It all started during the summer of her Junior year; she created a YouTube channel and being on of the fastest to hit her milesto...
"Hey menza" oh I miss him calling me that. I miss it so much because it always reminds me of all the stupid things I did with him as a child. Things that I wish I can relive again but I know I can't and I shouldn't even think about it.
"Hey mezo how have you been" I reply happy
"Nothing much but your tia has been working my ass off like always" trying to complain
"Shut up it's just 8 hours get a hold of yourself" I say to him
"Let me be Jess, welcome back too idiot I miss and you have the pigs room" he says hugging me while the two boys were getting my luggage
"You still call Kevin I mean Chris Pig"
"Of course why wouldn't l" he says
I say to my uncle "sorry to be buzzkill but can I go to sleep"
"Wouldn't you like to eat your tía made something to eat"
"No thanks, see you guys tomorrow though" I say waving them off"
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I always hate mornings because that means actually getting out of the bed which is something I'm not made for.
Waking up is not the hardest part of the day it's staying up.
The last few days I have been waking up 8 or 9 which really shocks Mr but then the same time I remember the time difference. Which means it is either 5 or 6 in the morning.
Today Chris called me early in the morning saying that we were going out with some friends at 11 to the bar and after we were going to a party but to be honest I don't even remember what he said because called me 7 for some stupid reason.
It's nearing 10 and I don't even know what to wear so I call Chris and he picks up after the second ring.
"Hey what happen is something wrong" he questions right away
"Hi I really need your help-" I say before I got cut off
"What happen poppy, how can I help you" he says really concern
"Nothing happens and before you say I almost gave you a heart attack you should have never cut me off dumbo so please listen to me first" I say nodding my head at him even though he can't see me I know that he is smiling and at close to laughing right now
"Okay then, how may I help you poppy"
"We I kind of don't know what to wear" I say to him embreass
"Oh my poppy, you are such a girl you know. Just tell mom what to wear or you CA water some jeans with a crop top. I don't know what are you asking me" he says confused
"I'm asking you because I'm not sure if you'll let me dress sultty" I say smiling at the end
"Poppy are you really going to dress slutty because I really doubt that"
"And how would you know that"
"Well because last year when I went to LA am you wore was jeans and long sleeves. You showed no type of skin beside you face. So I don't know if you tell me" he says so bluntly
"Well that was a year ago and I rocked it well and made it work okay. Plus it was winter so I don't know maybe I was cold enough not to wear any type of revealing clothes don't you think woody" I say in the most questionable tone
"Okay whatever makes you sleep, just wear anything. You can also ask sagely what to wear see barely started to go into fashion which means she can help you out" he tells me
Okay thanks you, bye woody see you later
See you later poppy
When I end the phone call I yell ashleys name and she comes running in my room say yes
Can you please help me out on what go wear I say looking at her
Yeah of course why wouldn't I she reply and with that she goes straight to the closet where a have place all my clothes at
Are you okay with showing you body or is that a no she say to me
I really don't know if I'm still trying to get where I want to say
I don't want to pressure you so we'll go with a simple look she says and all I do is nod because she is my dresser for today
Jeans and a crop top sold hood to you or do you want to go a little more out
I don't know if it's all up to you but don't go out either
She then gave me a skirt and a tube from her closet since I don't have clothes that say I'm outgoing
Once I'm done changing and comb my hair quick and leave it down. Once I was done with my hair I do the lightest and simplest look I knew of makeup and by that I mean looking up YouTube videos. I search 'basic makeup tutorials' I click the second one not really caring to much. When looking at the video I kicked that their makeup and mine were not the same so I improvised the best I can. I felt that I achieved the look so I just put on the setting spray I fell backwards on the bed because that just took out so much energy from me. Not only because I don't do make up but also because it put so much stress on my just to make myself decent enough for others but then again who the hell do I have to impress. Oh that's right no one but that's fine because I can find one in the bar somehow.
Chris picked me up 10 minutes later.
The car ride was half an hour since it was his go to place. The ride there was pretty awkward because I felt that
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CAN YOU BELIVE SHAWN TURNS 21 TOMORROW, BECAUSE I CAN'T DAMN....
A/N: I know all of you guys are waiting for Shawn but you will be getting a little surprise vist from someone on the next chapter. I promise you. So sorry for not posting for like a thousand years but the bitch is back.
