I am a loaded gun. Ready to be fired. Every night it's something different. I don't particularly drink often, but when I do, it's enough to get blown. I may be a rockstar but I'm still so young and wild. That's when she came along. She stole my heart. Made me believe there was something else to live for. Besides the bastard who I called my best friend. He beat me and didn't care. I almost died four times because if him. Because he's careless. But me, I'm getting stronger. He should watc
