Torture him

Chapter 1 The story

" Our family was never perfect .

'We never got along well . My mum was only 26. My step-dad John was 34 and my little brother and sister , Emily was 4 and Matthew was 1.

'Our family seemed like it was perfect but really is was all a lie . A twisted nightmare .

I was only 9 years old .

And I wasn't ordinary .

'I would spend my nights looking after my brother and sister , while my mum and John would go out and fuck each other silly .

'Sometimes they would go away for days and leave us with a minimum supply of food and no money.

I had known John since I was 4 ,when mum brought him home one night . They were drunk and she lead him into her room .

Me and mum shared our room cause my mum and dad had just broke up an we were living in a one bedroom apartment .

We had no lounge . Just cold floor .

I started to hear noises . Sexual noises . Moaning and groaning.

That night I slept on the floor .

Ever since that night I haven't felt safe in my own home .

I walked around my house . I felt like a ghost . No one pays attention to me . It's as if I didn't exist .

John was never normal . Some night I would catch him just staring at me . I would wake up and he would be watching me from the hallway. Usually drunk.

I couldn't move . I would just lay there . Still . Until he left .

He changed our life's .

He changed my mum .

She used to love me and now I am nothing to her . Just a babysitter . I would always here them having sex and then they would fight .

He was a tortured sole .

He hurt me . Physically and emotionally .

That's why I did what I did "

The police officer looked at me . " keep talking " she replied .

And so I did .