Memories flashed before my eyes. Your warm smiles, your clear eyes and your comforting hugs. Those soft lips that would kiss me senselessly.. Those hands that would hold me. I miss everything about you. I miss you so much.
You used to tell me that you loved me once
What happened, what happened?
"Jeonghan-ahh~ I love you so much. You're my life, my treasure and my everything. I can't afford to lose you, Jagi. Dont ever leave me."
You used to randomly tell me those words. Then give me a long kiss just to prove your love.
"I love you too. I will never leave you. You're my world after all."
But those faded. Everything faded.
Baby what have we become?
What happened?
Everything turned so cold. The warm relationship became a cold one. The sweet words were gone. Everything changed.
"Hello Jagi~ I missed you so much. Can we go out this Saturday?"
"Im busy."
"How about on Sunday?"
"I told you Im busy. Is it hard to understand?"
"B-but.."
"Shut it Jeonghan! Enough!"
"O-okay. I love y--"
"I gotta go."
The frequent dates became barely. But I didn't care. I would try to understand you.
"Jagi? Can we meet again tomorrow?"
"Eh? But you were here earlier?"
"But Han, I want to spend more time with you."
"Alright. See you tomorrow."
You always wanted to be here. We used to spend time together. You would never leave my side.
"Cheol, jagi? It's been week since we spend time together. Can we meet tomorrow?"
"Han. I dont have time."
"But.."
"I'm busy."
Some things came to an end. No more endearments, no more I love you's.. You won't even make an effort to see me.
Where's my Seungcheol? Where is the man I loved the most?
You became empty towards me. You changed.
We used to never go to bed angry
But it's all we ever do lately
"Hanie, I'm sorry. Please don't be mad. I can't afford to watch you mad. I can't take this cold treatment."
"I told you already, right? Have some faith Cheol. Think before doing something."
"Yes, I know. I regret what I've done. I'm really sorry, babe. Let's sort this out. I love you so much. I really do. Let's stop this fight."
We would settle a fight immediately. You won't sleep unless everything's on their right places. But.. What happened?
"Cheol it's not like that! Come on. You should calm down."
"Like what? Ha?! Like what Jeonghan?!!"
"Babe, calm down. I'm sorry. Please? Don't be mad. I'll explain everything to you."
"What the fuck? Calm down?! Shut it Jeonghan! I don't need your fucking explanations."
"No. We need to clear things out. "
"I SAID STOP. Shut your mouth. I'll be sleeping now."
"But we should--"
"SHUT UP JEONGHAN! SHUT. UP. I'm done with your whining."
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Love Me or Leave Me? ▶ Jeongcheol
Fanfiction➵ Note: This is inspired from the song Love Me or Leave Me by Little Mix. Play the song while reading it. THIS IS A ONESHOT STORY.
