Jupiter's love

chapeter 1

@Jupiter

Having found out that the woman whom you love and want to spend the rest of your life with is off limits; and that one time you shared your bed with her is all that you will ever get. the feeling of her soft luscious skin, the honey taste within her core, the soft whimpers that she made when you held her in your arms and promised whispers are all that you will ever get.

That one moment where you felt like the world is finally blessing you and giving back to you; and maybe just maybe you can finally be happy. Only to realize that in this fucking world things don't always workout as you want it to be.

*****beeping*****

As I open my eyes laying in bed, trying desperately to stop feeling sorry for myself. being unable to shake away this loss in my soul and feeling disgusted by Being so freaking weak. One would think that after two years a man of my stature would have moved on by now and in some way that I should be grateful for the way that things worked out. Except am not.

Every day I lay my head to rest only to  relive that one magical night that brought me to pure happiness. And yet to be brought back to reality by that God awful noise of my blaring alarm clock is so painful.

Yes I may own many companies, have houses around the world, dress in the latest and expensive piece of cloth which so happens to be called clothing, sporty cars and to afford luxurious trips.

the messed up thing is that none of these things have ever made me happy. It's nice to be secured but I would give it all up in a heartbeat for that one person. The one who made my heart gallop, who understood me. Who pleased me with just being herself. That one woman who stood out in the crowd and didnt even know that she did. I miss you... Kasha and wish you could come back to me.

"Good morning Mr stravos". Paula my temporary Secretary  greets me. " your meeting with chatterbox company has been moved to 9 am due to Mr walter having a personal emergency. Afterwards interviews will begin. Also Richard's and corp. Said that they would like you to get back to them regarding what you guys spoke about at you'll last meeting. " i continued walking away not sparing a glance in Paula's direction.

Paula and I had sex once only because she kept coming
Onto me. that was the first time I was with a woman for almost two years. Now this crazy woman is under the impression that that one night equals to me and her being in a relationship.

Bijou

Shite!!!!!!!!!
Did I seriously just stepped into jodi's shite. You would think that it would go elsewhere and do its business but no this dog hates me with a passion and for the life of me I don't know why.

I can't even be upset with Jodi this morning. I have a job interview and I really want to make a good impression. If I got this job it would help my family and I out alot. Lord knows that I need to get out of this house.

Stepping out of the cab I nervously run my hands down my skirt. Hoping to get rid of the invisible wrinkles on it. 

Just looking at this building has me feeling intimidated. Where am from we don't have these tall shinny buildings. It's just lots and lots of luscious trees and greenery. Yes bitch we are civilized. Hello we are in the 21st century. Sigh I really do miss home.

Some of my family back home think am leaving the dream by being in America. Back home you have to be fortunate to be able to get to this country of promises.I use to think that when I got here everything would be alright.I've been here for two years. Haha How naive I've been.

My mama and my papa decided as their first born that I would get to come stay with my aunt creselda in the states. So I could help them out with my younger siblings. Yet I've only managed to disappoint them and my aunty. For some God forsaken reason my  friends and family members hate me because they believe that I have money and do not want to share the love as my cousin eddy so nicely placed it. Apparently things are cheaper in the states so my sorry ass should be able to buy whatever they want. Family let me tell you guys a secret.

Your theories are so wrong. In America especially this city of New york. Everything is expensive and the  people are  competitive and cut throat. Sadly I had to learn this the hard way. When your girl say she ain't got no money trust her she ain't got shite.

Anyways let's get this interview over and done with. Hopefully God is listen to my prayers.

Hey guys this is my first time writing anything close to a book and lol I never imagined it would be this hard but you know what if u guys are don't mind if really appreciate the support and help. Anyways have a good read. Comment and like please if u don't mind. 😘