Keith's pov:
"LANCE STOP FOOLING AROUND AND GET TO WORK" pidge yelled Over the lions intercoms. Lance was quiet which was really unlike him but anyway, I've had a crush on him for a long time now, I'm thinking of confessing to him tomorrow sometime in the nighttime.
Lances pov:
Useless
Annoying
Useless
Fat
Ugly
Go die
Fucking kill yourself
All the thoughts are killing me I want them to stop so so bad I just.... i just can't. The voices are so loud. I held my head. "lAnCe..LaNcee...LANCE" dude wtf are you doing let's go" pidge bugged "sorry.." "pidge language" shiro said "I have my own god damn language shiro you can't stop me" pidge said then went faster as shiro chased her, they were both laughing " both of you, get back to the mission" allura said over the intercomes (she's at the castle)
4 hours later:
"Good job team" shiro said
"Supper is ready!" Hunk yelled I came out and said "I'm not hungry" "lance you okay"? Hunk asked "yeah I'm fine just not hungry" and I smiled.
Truthfully I was starving but I wouldn't forgive my self if I ate. I went into my bathroom and took out my razor, i cut, one line for being so ugly, two lines for being so fat, three lines for being worthless, and 12 more just for being alive. 15 in total. It was Thursday night, I was gonna kill myself tomorrow night I decided, I don't deserve to be fucking alive, I just make things worse and everyone hates me so,nobody would care.
I cried myself asleep.
The next day:Friday.
I got up and brushed my teeth, and then got my razor out. 11 cuts in total, it was 6 in the morning the only one up was me and Keith, I woke up before him so I could lie and said I ate. 20 mins before he woke up I put a bowl in the sink so it looked like I had food (with a spoon).
(Time skip to dinner bc I'm lazy)
I stayed in my room all day I went out,maybe once or twice to get water or just check up on everyone. Keith knocked on my door I only had a shirt on underwear but it was a long one so whatever completely forgot I just had that on so I just said come in. I was laying on my bed on my phone (thankfully pidge set the WiFi up) Keith came in and-
Sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger but this chapter was getting long, I'll update soon but for now addy signing off ~
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The dark side (a langest story)
FanfictionLance has been depressed since he was 15 he hates himeself to the point were he want to kill himself, but someone stops him and helps him threw it......read to find out....(triggerwarning: I would say this should be 15+ bc there is cussing, self har...
