Missing You!

Highschool

*Trystyn's P.O.V.*

I was a freshman in high school the first time I saw you...

You and your ex would wander through the hallway like there was not a damned thing wrong, and like life was yours for the taking, but how wrong you were...

Going to high school with you was pretty rough, for me at least, because you didn't know I existed, and all I wanted back then, was a nod my direction, a smile, something, so that i knew I wasn't invisible. But it didn't come, not til much later.

i got through that year of hell, fake friends, drama, and my ex gf, who i was with at the time. And she made my life hell, but that's not a story i want to get into right now.

Anyways, my second year wasn't too bad, mainly cuz i left where i was going to school at the time, and transferred to the school i graduated from, and was fine.

I dont honestly really remember how we actually met in person, i think it was because i started talking to him first, and he messaged back and we started talking and got along, after we talked for awhile, we started hanging out.

the first memory i have, of hanging out with him, was at a park near where i lived, we went there to go hang out with a few of his friends, but then we started falling for each other super bad super fast. And i really wanted to date him, but other guys caught my attention, and i never actually even got a kiss from him, (ill get to that later).

But as time went on, i started getting really attached to him, and wanting him to be around me all the time, and never wanted to be away from him.

And he was so cute, he always fell asleep with his head in my lap, with his arms wrapped around my legs, or my stomach, and it was super cute. I'd let him sleep, cuz he was content, and he looked peaceful.

I kept falling for him as time went on, and kept getting real close to kissing him, but never actually did, cuz I'd get scared and look away, which caused him to think I didn't want to kiss him...

But in fact, that's all I wanted... Really. Well, that and to be his girlfriend, hopefully one day his wife.

Life's cruel like that through, and I never got a kiss or anything else for that matter. Not even close...