My Reality (DDLC Monika Fanfiction) ~discontinued~

Chapter 33 - Delete Her

"Hi again, Andre!" I greet him, seeing him right in front of me, "Glad to see you didn't run away on us."

I giggle, the deja vu already setting in. 

"Nah, don't worry." he replies, "This might be a little strange for me, but at least I keep my word."

I sit at my desk, already feeling tired of the obvious deja vu. Why couldn't it just be me and him?

Once I say that Yuri is already talking to Andre. I try not to listen, since they've had this conversation before...

Or had they?

I know they did...but Yuri and Natsuki have absolutely no idea that this's been happening. They don't even think Sayori exists...

She doesn't exist. Not anymore.

 Natsuki joins their conversation, making me jump once her skin flashes with inverted colors...

What is going on?

"Oh, come on! Like he deserves any slack. You already had to be dragged here by Monika." she says, "I don't know if you plan to just hang out here or what, but if you don't take us seriously, then you won't see the end of it."

I stand up to say my apparent line of dialogue. But when I walk next to Yuri, I feel this odd texture at my feet. I look slightly down to see a pink rectangle, possibly the game's text box. I'd wish to say something about this, but this game already has me contributing to its ratchet system. 

"Natsuki, you certainly have a big mouth for someone who keeps her manga collection in the clubroom." I say.

"M-M-M" she stutters, "Moanga is literature!"

She says the combination of my name and manga yet again, the same bland cycle continuing itself. I sit back down at my desk and stare at Yuri and Andre, talking about something that they've probably done a thousand times now, who knows. 

Even though they've had this conversation before, it still doesn't fail to make me angry. Already watching their exchange makes my hands shake. I look back down at them, shaking in anger. But when looking down at my desk, I notice something else: a paper. Not just any paper, but a poem. 

The colors, they won't
Bright, bea t ful c l rs
Flash ng, exp nding, piercing
Red, green, blue
An ndless 

Of meaningless
noise

The noise, it won't
 Viol nt, grating w vef rms
Sq e king, screech ng, piercing

Like play ng a ch lkboard on a t rntable
Like playing a       on a 
n ndl ss 
p m
Of m n ngl ss

It's my first poem, "Save Me". But it's been mutated, certain words and letters missing. The only reason I can consider this happening are glitches. Remembering our club's poem sharing activity, I fill in most of the remaining words, my hands still quivering from jealousy. Something about the anger makes unable to resist angrily writing the rest of the the words in capital letters. This anger is driving me crazy.

So crazy that I start filling such gruesome things in. What is happening to me? My heart is effortlessly pounding, trying to fill this in continually. 

I look back up at Yuri and Andre. I don't hesitate the feeling anymore, and angrily write the poem's ending.

Delete Her

***A/N*** (yes again, yayayayyayy)

Yes, I know short chapter this time but I just needed to get another one out bc my fandom and otp has officially ruined my life. Not a joke. But..yeh.. hope you enjoyed??? idk.