Dreams

~i was thinking about you think about me thinking about us what we're gonna be open my eyes it was only just a dream ~

Dreams.

People believe that dreams are our biggest desires! That dreams relieve all those feelings we hide deep inside us!!

I never truly believed that..!

But that changed..the day I met you.

Since that day all my dreams are about you. And let's be honest you are my biggest desire! You are all I want..all I need!!! 

Yesterday I dreamt about you.. again

It was so beautiful! Well, every dream about you is beautiful! Just like you!

You walked by me and smiled. That moment my heart skipped a beat. Then you just said "hi" and I started smiling like an idiot. Not just in my dream. No. In reality too. You got me smiling even in my sleep. Yes. You have that power on me!

The moment you talked to me I knew I was dreaming. You would never do that in real life. But I didn't care that it was just a dream, because you were there. Right next to me, looking into my eyes and you were so beautiful. With your blonde hair and your gorgeous hazel eyes.

We spent a whole day together and it felt like I was in heaven. That's what I want, to spend a little time with you. And in my dream it wasn't just a little time it was a whole day. and it was just you and me. You and me being silly together.

And then it was the time when... when I told you how I feel. I wasn't afraid to tell you because you know it's just a dream. In dreams things go as you want them to. You control your dreams, that's what's so good about them. You can see whatever you want.

Anyway...

I told you I like you.

Actually I told you I'm in love with you. I told you how much I want you. How fast my heart beats every time I see you! How you make me smile. How I can't stop thinking about you. That you're in my mind every single second of the day.

At first you didn't say anything. You were just staring at me. I thought you would run away. Instead you came closer, grabbed my hand and told me you feel the same way.

I kissed you.

It was so perfect.

Even if it was just a dream it was the happiest moment in my life.

But then...

I woke up.

I woke up with the taste of your lips,

with the feeling of your touch and a blank in my heart.

The feeling that something was missing.

You were missing.

I know I'll see you in my dreams again tonight. That happens every night. And every night I see a different story with you and me.

But no matter what it is, it ends with us being together.

It ends with me telling you all these things I'm afraid to tell you in real life.

You know bed time has became my favorite part of the day. It's the time where I get to meet you and be with you. The time where all I want in my life comes true.

Even for a little...

~if this love only exists in my dreams, don't wake me up ~