Mistakes Were Made

Nicole's 'Weird' Thoughts

   
     Nicole was stretching in the LAVDS (LA Vida Dance Studio), she was focusing on the Nationals. They were coming in 6 monthes, and Nicole was spending each weekend practising with the other girls. They HAD to win, they were the only ones good enough to win, as Fiona said. "We are the best."

  Though, they all felt the same, Nicole was starting to wonder why she is the leader.. "Of course I would be the leader! I am the best dancer on the team! " She tried to think, but her mind couldn't listen to her 'narcissistic' behavior, because then she would admit to her mother into being so narcissistic, and she dearly hates being wrong to her mother.

Maybe it was genes, her mother also dearly hates being wrong to her manager. Maybe it is just in their heads. Maybe it is all in Nicole's mind. But Nicole sometimes wish that she, not died, but simply disappeared.
"Wouldn't everything be easier for those idiotic nerds? No, wait. You have to change! But wouldn't everyone judge me? Maybe I would get bullied like those nerds! No way am I letting that happen. I'll talk about it with the girls." Nicole's mind paced, but all of those moments are the same.

  She never tells a soul.

  Nicole just guessed she rised to popularity originally because of her dancing, but then it became because she was in the biggest gang in the school. She was the leader and people would die to be her. She made people die from suicide, but blamed it on a nerd unintentionally, she thought, and it was true. It just spit out. She's not scared of anyone more than her mom and her principal. "My teachers are idiots anyway, she fooled them way too much." She thought. She stopped thinking about that 'weird stuff that doesn't matter' and worked on the only thing that mattered. Her and her dancing.

A few hours later, after only 1 break, Nicole was sweating and went outside for a breathe.
"Wait, who is that?" Nicole thought. There was a girl with dark brown hair and what seems to be a pink hoodie and black leggings, she was looking down, sneaking peeks at Nicole, she was a bit far, so Nicole couldn't see who she was actually.

When the girl got closer, Nicole could see her features more and more. The sweater was a vneck, and her hair was actually black, and she had on pinks shoes. Nicole LOVED pink, so she tried to make her feel bad about her 'ugly' outfit. And also say the comment of "why are you at MY dance studio?"

As the girl got closer and closer to her, she stopped right in front of her. "Now is my chance!" Nicole thought. " Ew, what are you wearing? You know no one likes Hello Kitty anymore and never did? " Nicole rolled her eyes and was curling a thread of hair in her ponytail as she pretended to have not been practicing that line the second she saw her.

"I-I..Um.." She kept looking down as Nicole became impatient. "You? You're wasting my time." Nicole was about to walk away when that girl looked at her straight in the eyes and screamed with tears pouring out of  her eyes. "WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE SO MEAN?! AT LEAST MY DAD IS ALIVE!"

Nicole was stunned. She never got talked like that, no one would EVER dare to do that! "Who is this rude, loudmouthed child?"

Nicole glared at her so madly that the girl attempted to run, but Nicole grabbed both of her arms and kicked her in the stomach. The girl fell and possibly fainted. Nicole got down and whispered in her ears, "don't you even try saying that again.." She tried to be scary, but deep inside she was scared that the other girls would find out about all this. She rathered to die than become unpopular.

Nicole got up before anyone saw her there and picked up her backpack and rushed home. Nicole didn't bother to eat, her mind was pacing on what would happen if she got caught over there.
"Maybe they would make me quit! Or worse, get me expelled! I hope that nerd lost her memory! Or I will have to pay the price!" Nicole thought. " I'll think of a way to get out of trouble in the morning..I'll just sleep now." Nicole threw herself onto the bed and tried to lucid dream about killing the whole school the 35'th time this month.
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