hallucinations.

𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙏𝙀𝙍 1

"I don't know why you can't get this through your head." Here we go again, you're crying. Crying because of how stubborn your mother is to you. She keeps telling you, "He's not real Y/N. Get over it." She sighed with a cup of coffee in her hand. "After your recent therapist died, the doctor had to take over. He gave me a list of pills that should be good for you and your hallucination stuff." You made a fist with your hands and started screaming. "I don't need pills! I know he's real! Stop telling me he's not real! He's real! He's real! He's real!" You were screaming at the top of your lungs. Why does your mother not understand?

After your mother left your room - after a long time of arguing - you sat on your bed. Laying down and closing your eyes, tears were streaming down your face. "Why can't she believe me?"

"Missed me?" You heard a voice come from the edge of your bed. You sat up to look who it was. "Oh. Hey Senku..." You laid down again, but not closing your eyes. You slowly started to tear up just from the thought of your mother telling you he's not real. He's here, right in front of your eyes. "Is it your mom again?" He moved a bit closer to you, but still giving you the personal space you needed. You just nodded in agreement. "She keeps telling me the same thing! You're here right? Why can't she see you!?" You sat up again and started screaming at Senku, not too loud and not in anger. Senku looked down, "It's...complicated." You gave him a questioning look, not knowing what he wanted to tell you. "Let's just not talk about it, okay?" He gave you a warming smile. You smiled back at him and nodded again.

"Wait... I just realized-" you started laughing, hard. "What? You realized what?!" Senku looked at you in a funny but questioning way. You continued laughing. "HellooOoOooO??!?!?" Senku begged you to say it. You stopped laughing as you heard a knock on the door. "It's my mom. Hide somewhere," you said, Senku slowly went to your closet room. "Why are you laughing?" Your mom entered your room, "And why are you sitting on the floor?" She frowned. "You're not hallucinating again, are you?" You looked away. "How many times do I have to mention this. Senku is not real" Tears were flowing down your face. "You always say that," you mumbled. "What?" Silence filled the room.

"Anyways..." you stood up and looked at your mother. "The doctor sent me the pills, I want you to take one of each. Right now." Your face slowly went blank. "I don't need those stupid pills, understood?" You're so sick of this, always the same shit. "Right... Whatever makes you happy. I'll be taking my leave now" She said as she left the room. You sighed and looked around the room. "I wonder where Senku is now..." You went to your closet. Your closet is a big room with lots of clothing on it. It's not bigger than your room though.

As you came in you saw Senku sitting on the floor, reading a book. "Ehhh..." Senku looked up, seeing you in the doorway. "Oh hey! What did your mom say?" He put his book down and signaled you to sit down too. You slowly walked over to him and sat down next to him. "She told me to take the pills." you sighed and looked at the floor. "What did you say?" "I said I didn't want them. To my surprise, she said it was fine and she left the room." You stood up again and gave Senku your hand, helping him to get up too. Senku grabbed your hands and pulled you close. You started blushing. "Ehhh..." You were spacing out.

"Just admit it... I'm cute!"

"W-what. I... N-no I don't..." Senku let go of you, making you fall on the ground. "Alrighty," he laughed. After some time of laughing and enjoying the time. Your head started to hurt, really, really bad. You laid down on the floor, screaming. Your forehead on the ground and your eyes closed. "My head!!" you screamed it out.

After some seconds the pain went away. You looked up and saw someone... Someone familiar... Senku wasn't around... "Allie?" You looked at the person, knowing it was a she. From the way, she was dressed up. She had wings and a halo... "Am I dead!?" you stood up and looked around, panicked. "Calm down Y/N... You're not dead, I just came to talk to you..." She put a hand on your shoulder to calm you down. "Y/N, listen to me." You looked over at her, still freaking out. "Y/N!" You started to calm down a bit, knowing her temper. "Listen, you're not dead, I'm here to tell you something really important." You gave her a questioning look.

"Senku is not real, Y/N"

"Stop telling me he isn't real! I'm sick of hearing those words!" You started screaming, crying, like always. "That's not true Y/N, I need you to answer these questions truthfully." You started getting mad, really mad. "No, why are you lying to me!! He's real!" Allie, who was your sister, was way calmer then you were. "Just answer those questions, okay?" You slowly nodded. You're way too mad to speak right now, knowing you will scream at her.

"Y/N?" Your mom entered the room, you looked over at Allie. She wasn't there... "Oh my..." Your mother shockingly looked at you. "I heard yelling, are you alright?" She walked over to you. She's worried, you can just see it in her eyes. Tears were flowing down your face again, you're crying. "Mom... Allie told me Senku isn't real." Your mother looked over at you, in a shocking and questioning way. "Sweetie, Allie is gone she can't talk to you." You started driving mad again. She's testing your temper. "Shut up, you just say this to hurt me don't you! I am sick of you people" Your mother sighed. "Look Y/N, you know bu yourself I will never hurt you. It's just... Senku does not exist." "Y/N... Senku is a coping mechanism, he's not real." You ran out of your room, leaving your mom.

"She's lying." You said to yourself as you ran out the door. Going nowhere you know. After some time of walking around, you arrived at a lake. It turned dark, you looked at your phone. '11:43 PM' You looked up and saw Senku sitting by the lake. "Senku!" you ran over to him and hugged him. "Why are you here?!" you looked over at Senku, he looked back at you. "You send me here, Y/N" You started laughing. "Did I? Oh my god, I'm so stupid... Sorry, I probably forgot" you sat next to him. You looked over at Senku again. He didn't show any emotion to you. "A-are you alright Senku?"

In a blink of an eye, Senku disappeared. "S-Senku?" You looked around, finding out he isn't with you anymore. You stood up to get a better look. You suddenly felt a hand on your back. You went to turn around but as you did you fell in the lake. It was so sudden, you were freaking out instead of trying to swim out of the lake.

You were drowning.

Thoughts were running through your head. Where was Senku? What happened? Who pushed you in the lake? When you hit reality again you realized you were at the bottom of the lake. The lake wasn't that deep, but you still couldn't catch your breath. You swam up as fast as you can. Once you caught your breath, you looked at the edge of the lake. "Senku? Senku!" He wasn't here.

"Did he just leave me at my worst?"

It has been 5 days ever since, and Senku hasn't come back. Your mom entered your room, finding you laying in your bed. "Hey Y/N... I know this is pretty sudden, but, can you tell me more about Senku?" You looked over at your mother. "Why do I want to talk about someone I hate?" Your mom sighed. "You said he had white-green hair right?" You slowly nodded as agreement, not wanting to talk about Senku after what he did to you. "He's not real," you mumbled. To your surprise, your mom heard you. She looked at you with a shocking expression but yet happy. "I'm happy you changed your mind sweetie, did you take your meds?" "Yes, yes I did." Your mom started laughing a bit. "You're a really bad liar Y/N, please take them as fast as possible." You sighed. "Yes mom, thank you."

It has been 2 years after you fully deleted Senku from your life. You and your mother have been having a better relationship now and you take pills every day. Your life hasn't been more relaxing ever since. "Y/N! I forgot milk from the groceries store. Can you get it for me?" I looked over at my mum, who was on the other side of the room. "Really mum? How can you forget MILK" You started laughing at your mum. "Oh shut it, just get the milk" She was laughing too right now.

I looked around as I was walking home from the grocery store. "I wonder if my mum is still ho- Ouch.." Did I just really bump into someone? Damn... That's quite embarrassing. I looked up and saw someone really... really familiar... "S-Senku? Oh my god is it you?" You stood up to hug him. "Uhm I'm sorry but..."

"Who are you?"