Note: this is my second attempt to put one of many stories in my head down on paper but in this case would be Online instead.
I never understood why, pain was what I felt most of the time. Deep down a burning pain as if fire was gently suffocating me into agony.
Walking up to the cemetery before school wasn't the smartest idea but hey to get a bit of peace and quiet then it was a good enough for me.
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Sitting in class, looking out the widow as the clouds became dark and just for a brief moment I was opened to everything around me. Being sensitive was not always so bad because I am able to block it but today it went out the window as I felt a hard pull and instantly I heard the roar of an angry animal screaming out into the wood not too far from here.
Drifting all the way I felt it's agony as it fell to the ground, dying in the forest, surrounded by other like it yet different. It was as if I was inside this wolf's mind, lying in a dark black pool as it slowly devoured me, feeling it's pain, sadness, loneliness and heartache as it was attacked over and over again by the rip and tares of teeth sinking into fur covered flesh.
Then it was as if I was thrown back out into the world like a new born baby being pulled away from the only world he has ever known. It was just to much to bare that I gasped softly as if I too was in pain as a new student was done introducing himself and looked my way as if I was right next to him.
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Lying in bed. I heard the yells and arguments of the other tenant's in the small boarding house. Many of the couples are unhappy with the way they live. Almost everyday I hear the arguments and sometimes when I am the most vulnerable, I could feel their anger, betrayal but most of all, the darkness within their heart.
The darkness that lurks within these walls seem to pulse and move with such life that I wonder how no one could feel its presence as it waits to strike its next victim day after day. Sometime I could feel its cold webs tying me down, creating a boxed web as if baring me alive.
No longer being able to hear those around me as I drifted of into a dream like state. The image of black silver ringed eyes that seem to look right to the core of my very being. Eyes that seem to see the pain I cover, the mask I placed being shattered as if it was thin ice. Eyes that seem cold yet warm.
A sigh left my lips as I felt me body moving freely through the woods. Wood? Is this me? ...No.. The feeling of the wind running through fur as the body moved faster and faster. It felt good and peaceful. The forest was showing it true self under the beautiful rays of the moon. Animals playing and running away form the predator that lurking in nature's domain.
Up ahead I could feel flowing water moving softly. I cold feel the fresh cool water rapping around me as if I was the pond itself. The animal tilted his head upward like a dog, sniffing the air with its many scents and started a light run towar the cool refreshing pond. As it stepped forward I grasped and sudden sat up in bed in a cold sweat as the black silver ringed eyes reflected off the water under the moonlight.
I looked all around in a panic of emotions that rushed through me as the alarm clock blared 12:00am.
Looking out the window as the moon shown brightly, I drifted off into a dreamless sleep, too tired to think of what I just experienced as a single thought came to mind.
.......We are one...We are connectedddd..........
