Fallen but not under

Chapter 1:

Tossing and turning, pushing and shoving, the sheets shrugged side to side...'''mmph mm n-n nooo he....he..hel....HELP me!!!!!!!''......."THUMP" as paige fell to the ground. ''Ooch'' that really hurt. Recovering from her fall she heard her mom calling ''paige, honey come downstairs and eat some breakfast or you'll end up late for school''. ''Okay mom i'm coming'' ugh school; to think i would wake up to go to church, let alone for school please, who would want to sit around with bops who feens for the attention of nasty headed boys? Eww yuck. Bet my best friend valerie would absolutely adore such attention as she's the hottest girl in school.

Walking down the stairs; she could smell the strong scent of sweet and savory bacon in the air as it filled the aisle with its irresistibly delicious aroma ''Good Morning my lil baby girl'' her dad said as he stood by the kitchen table impatiently staring at the sizzling applewood bacon ''morning dad''. '' I heard from your mother that u had fallen off the bed this morning, perhaps u must be having a rough start''  I couldn't stop laughing at the part where he said a ''rough start'' because i guess that's me everyday the struggle is for real '' tell me about it, could this day get any worse.... If so can i stay home from school today then daddy? Please'' knowing that the answer is no i still took my chances to ask as I had a feeling that he would be a lil bit more considerant since i had taken a really bad fall ''no sweetheart you have to go, you can't miss another day of school today'' i guess you lose some, you win some or whatever my great-grandma used to say at least i tried '' ugh fine okay dad '' can't my dad be any more useless than my mom parents never learn school is a facility built for chaos.

Luckily for me, I stand-out from the crowd as I don't get caught up with the A for one popular Douche bags aka as they call them jiggy wiggers and don't get me started with the b's that attracts the dogs those baddies that want nothing but clout. '' com'on pai pai, we have to go'' here she goes with the nicknaming,I thought i told her to never call me by that name again after that one summer when she embarrassed me at the summer-fling ball in the 10th grade when I was just about to snag a dance with one of the fairly cute boys in school, but all they could hear was a crazy lady all dressed in a dull,tacky, and very out-dated molly poppins lil miss lacy dress and  till this day everyone in the entire school teases me by the name pai pai. ''Mom im coming don't-'' right before i could finish my sentence i had already seen my mom pull out the driveway and was nicely parked right outside the front door '' see how quick i got you to get ready my dear, now come on inside and lets get a move on times a wastin'' hopping into the backseat of the jep that oh so nice hot and musty car smell hit me like a sting of poison after not being in use in a few days,seats packed with leftover boxes from the last move we did in july which nobody has yet to figure out what's hidden inside that dingy old box my mom says she'll get around to it but she never did.

Day after day, sign after sign nothing really seems to practically stay the same as the world just seems too grow gray and darker each day: to the left just outside the window pane i could see the clouds turn from light to a shady shade of black tinted by a shade lighter than gray mixed w slabs of color from the color scheme. Everyone use to say that when the colors of the skies change that's simply god's way of changing his mood according to human behavior never truly believed it but if thats how its always been then god help me so that he turns this melancholy day into a day of unexpected bundles of good grace. As of the right of me is a cemetery, my personal check-point of indicating that school is near  creeping its way around the humps of the car's hood. Cracked, broken, and dignifiedly terrifying she had felt shivers down her spine.

With gravestones as tall as skyscrapers and small as her  toe paige couldn't help but wonder;how thousands matter fact millions had died due to tragic or natural causes '' I wonder did some of these people took the matter of death into their own hands as their  life was just as bad as mine?'' mhm bad as in facing the fear of walking into the unpredictable; choices between paths: one  towards the horrors of hell or two  rainbows and sunshine, that's only if your socialisable. ''Paige?....paige''my mom called.  ''Yes? did something happen'' ''No dear, u was just awfully quiet are you okay honey" why would she think something was wrong with me i'm always this quiet whenever she drives me to school perhaps it's because I looked as if  my soul was about to jump out of my body '' mom im fine, i was just thinking about life and how we d-''. ''SCREECHHH~~~~sshooo skirt.....BEEP beep'' ''just as I was about to say die we came to a sudden halt ''woah what just happened" did we almost got in an accident? No this can't be happening,with my mom scared half to death, the man in the black ferrari overwhelmingly holds his head in despair as he approaches our vehicle. He appears wimpy, shacky, and hostile speaking with my mom over an hour explaining how pathetically sorry he is for almost crashing our car and if you know my mom she probably let him off with a nicely given warning if something like this were to happen again.