The heavy autumn downpour caused the fog to linger on the windowsill. The smell of fresh coffee and sweat clung to Bora's nude body. Her eyes and lips clenched shut as if in a deep nightmare. She rolled her hips to the nonexistent figure on top of her. Her hands caressing her own breasts as she moaned out for her. She painted thickly as her lips went dry from the swirling desire.
Then tears streamed down her cheeks as she slowly ceased her motions and hugged her knees to her bare chest. She sobbed softly until Siyeon's weight caused the bed to shift,
"Bora."
They locked eyes before Bora tackled Siyeon in a bear hug, the fabric of Siyeon's clothes holding them apart as Bora began undressing her. Siyeon smiled blankly, her eyebrow bleeding slightly. The discarded shirt only revealing what she wanted to hide.
Siyeon grew thin in Bora's hands, the soft flesh of her baby fat disappearing into nothingness. In a panic she grasped at any part of Siyeon, her arm, her hand, and her face. In a last attempt to keep her Bora kissed her deeply till her hands were emptied.
Her hands filled with false crimson as they shook with Bora's wailing,
"You want anything else, baby?"
Siyeon was in the corner of the room. She held her keys in one hand and held Bora's bra on the other,
"No, stay."
With a chuckle Siyeon threw her keys to the floor as she approached Bora. Her hands pressed into her side as they kissed tenderly. Siyeon tried leading the kiss further with a swipe of her tongue to Bora's lip and a tug of her teeth to her bottom lip. Bora smiled as she messaged Siyeon's breasts and brought her underneath her.
She fell with a soft humph and the two giggled. Bora let her body melt into Siyeon's as they kissed slowly, Bora's hand dancing around Siyeon's back. She pulled back and looked into her eyes,
"No matter where we are or who we are, I want to be with only you."
Her voice straining to choke back tears. If only it had been like this, the conscious coming back to Bora. Yet with Siyeon placing two hands on her shoulders and saying?
"I love you, always baby."
It felt so real and tangible, they kissed with a salty aftertaste of Bora's lost tears. Siyeon moves the hair out of her eyes as Bora's lips made a trail down her body, the small numbs of her breasts being sucked and nibbled on drove Siyeon crazy. Her voice husky with need, her body gravitating towards Bora's,
"M-More..."
Siyeon grinded her core on Bora's knee as she played with her breasts feverishly. Moving only to kiss Siyeon or to suck her other breast,
"Bora...please.."
She smirked as she lifted her dainty fingers to Siyeons lip. She dragged them slowly on the exterior of her mouth as Siyeon places Boras fingers in between her tongue while maintaining eye contact. Siyeon licked her index finger vertically, making sure she enveloped its length. Bora moaned at the sight then she retracted her fingers. She touched Siyeon's core with a moan,
"So...wet.."
Siyeon smirked,
"Only for you, I'm all yours"
Bora inserted her finger inside Siyeon's tight pussy slowly feeling it pulsate,
"Fuck."
She threw her head back in pure bliss as Siyeon began riding her fingers. Her moans were haunting as Bora placed her flat tongue against her clit.
Siyeon moans grew louder and faster in tempo, she clutched onto Bora as the coil inside her stomach broke.
Bora licked her fingers clean as she kissed her once more.
She embraced Siyeon as a voice called for her but she tired to ignore it. SuA? Is she okay? Bora held Siyeon as the voice grew lounger. SUA?! SUA!!! She cried once more as she looked at Siyeon,
"I'll see you again. I'll find you again."
Siyeon looked confused as she cuddled herself closer to Bora's beating heart.
SUA WAKE UP!
SuA's eyes snapped open as her heart beat out of her chest. The nurse looked at her worriedly,
"Your heat rate was off the charts, we thought it was cardiac arrest."
SuA shrunk as she just shrugged,
"Just....a..dream..Siyeon....."
SuA looked out the frosted window, the horse slowly approached her,
"SuA, as part of the treatme-"
SuA sighed,
"I know, I just- it's my fault."
"nothing's your fault."
Flashing lights and screams were ringing inside her head as she felt dizzy. She fell backwards and landed on her wooden bedroom floor.
The brunette watched her carefully,
"Bora? Why are you on the floor silly?"
Bora laughed as she sat up,
"Umm...nothing, I just love you that's all."
Siyeon laughed,
"Woah woah there partner, we just met."
Bora's eyebrows creased,
"Oh yeah...."
They both laughed,
"So what did you get for number nine?"
Siyeon smiled, her eyes creating crescents as Bora cupped her face,
"You're really cute."
Siyeon laughed as her hair lengthened and turned bright blonde,
"Such a flirt Bora."
She smirked,
"Always am for you."
Bora kissed Siyeon and hugged her tightly before SuA was ripped into white lights. Blinded, the lights turn red then blue then white,
"Officer?"
The night was crisp, Bora only had on sweatpants and a loose hoodie to cover her otherwise naked body. The large man fixed his belt,
"Just an accident."
Bora swallowed the thickness in her throat,
"Sir....is the girl, is she hurt real bad?"
Her voice broke slightly as the officer's expression became somber,
"Yes miss."
Bora turned her puffy eyes towards the silver car,
"Is she dead?"
"Are you related to her miss?"
Bora shook her head yes,
"She's my wife.....just this spring."
The officer placed his hand on her shoulder,
"Yes miss."
"What?"
"Yes miss, she passed."
Bora fell to the ground in sorrow, her tears seeping into the bloody street. She exhausted herself with the peaceful night becoming dark.
The hospital tag irritating her skin awoke her, she looked with a heavy soul towards the window. It was autumn once more, the autumn downpour with floggy windowsills that she so badly wished was with Siyeon by her side.
