Different Sides to Every Story (Sanders sides)

Remus

Eden's POV

The worst part about being intrusive thoughts is that sometimes your own thoughts can catch up to you. They can make you do stupid things and make you think even more stupid things. In this particular situation, Remus and I had gotten into a fight a couple of days ago and it really had taken a toll on me. To the point where I can't sleep because I have these awful dreams. We messed up, but I think I drove him away.

The one perfect thing in my life and I drove it away.

'Of course you did. You ruin everything' I thought curling up in a ball. The sheets were everywhere in the room. Pillows were on the floor and there was me. A lump in the middle of the bed. I missed him. The way he smiled, the way he loved me, the way he kissed me. I missed it all.

"Why did I have to do something so... STUPID!" I yelled sobbing into the only pillow left on the bed.

"But I hope someday I'll make it out of here" I sang softly.

"Even if it takes all night or a hundred years" I continued singing through the sobs.

"Need a place to hide but I can't find one near" I sang

"Wanna feel alive, outside I can fight my fear" I continued.

"Isn't it Lovely, all alone" I croaked out before I stopped singing. My breath was too ragged so sing any longer. I heard a wooshing sound before looking up.

"W-Who's there?" I asked sitting up. The figure walked closer.

"L-Luna?" I asked wiping my tears away.

"What are you doing here?" I asked crossing my arms.

"I might hate you, but I can tell when something is wrong and *sigh* it is my duty as a big sister to check up on you." She told me begrudgingly. I scoffed.

"You? Check up on me? Like that would ever happen" I teased. She rolled her eyes.

"And I never thought I would see a day where you're vulnerable, so there's that." She replied.

"You'd be surprise" I replied crossing my legs.

"Now, tell me what's up." She told me firmly as she sat down on the bed. I sighed.

"Remus and I got into a fight a couple of days ago and it was... bad, sis, it was really bad. Things were thrown and words were said on both sides. I regret everything I said and now I'm alone again" I explained feeling tears find their way down my face again. She looked sorry for me.

"What did you guys fight about?" She asked.

"Something was wrong with me and I wasn't talking to him about it. He kept asking what was wrong and he had enough secrecy and demanded I tell him. I didn't and when I didn't he got mad. We yelled at each other and he even threw a vase cutting my cheek" I explained pointing to the bandage on the side of my face.

"Jeez, Eden. I'm so sorry" She told me placing her hand on my wrist. I felt a sting and hissed. She looked up at me in concern.

"Eden... Don't tell me you did... THAT again did you?" She asked turning my wrist over. She gasped. There were thin red lines on my arm.

"You promised" She told me softly.

"When you feel alone as I was and you continue to feel it, you find comfort in... other things" I replied taking my wrist away.

"Is this what you were not telling Remus?" She asked. I nodded.

"Why did you start again?" She asked. I sniffled wiping my nose on the tissue she gave me.