It's been 3 years since I've given birth to an angel named Josiah Lee. Its been hard since Roman and I haven't really made up. I miss him more everyday not cause Josiah looks like him, it's mainly cause his my other half. Josiah loves being around Roman they have a special connection. Every time Josiah comes home from Roman he asks "When will dad be able to stay?"
Breaks my heart when I don't know what to say exactly. I want Roman to stay but am not ready. Its hard sleeping by myself, I was so used to going to sleep and waking up next to Roman."Mommy when are we going to Raw?" Josiah asked. "In two hours." I told him. Today I get to go back to wrestling an am taking Josiah with me. I don't trust day cares. "Mommy will daddy be there?" he asked. "I think so am not sure yet." I told him.
Two hours later.
"Come on Josiah we are leaving." I said."Coming." he said running down the stairs. "Okay am ready." he said. I grabbed my duffel bag as he grabbed his backpack. "Mommy am strong like daddy." he said. I couldn't help but smile."Yes, yes you are." I said. We got into the car and started to drive to the stadium. "Mommy do you think daddies girlfriend will be there?" Josiah said. "Wait,what?" I said baffled."Yeah daddy has a girlfriend named Eva." he said again. My face started to burn up. "Why did you meet daddies girlfriend?" I asked him."Well his girlfriend said that daddy doesn't want me to be motherless." he said all quietly. "Honey your not motherless you have me." I told him.
"I know mom but she says your not a good mommy." he said with a quiver voice. We got to the stadium, we got out of the car. I went around and opened Josiahs door. "Baby it's okay you have nothing to cry about mommy will handle it." I told him. He smiled at me,"Okay mommy I love you.","An I love you." I told him.
He wrapped his little arms around my neck and his legs around my waist. "Anyways if daddy ever brings his girlfriend over tell him mommy will be mad." I told him. He nodded his head,"Okay mommy." "Josiah!Maia!" I heard someone yell. I looked an saw Aj running towards us. "Auntie J." Josiah said and wiggled out of my arms. He ran towards Aj and skipped a little. Aj couldn't help but laugh, she picked him up and spun him around. Aj is his favorite aunt. "So you happy to be back?" she asked. "Hell yes." I said."Mommy language." Josiah said.
Both Aj and I laughed, "So Eva will be your return match I looked." Aj told me."Yes, can't wait." I told her. "So you found out about her and Roman?" she said."Yeah Josiah told me Roman has been bringing Eva around Josiah."Aj was in shock."Wow will I hope you win." she said. "No, she will win right mommy?" Josiah said."Right baby." I told him.
We walked towards my locker room, all I can think about is Why would Roman bring Eva around Josiah?
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