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"I can't believe you."
Jungkook spits in anger, furiously running his fingers through his hair. I quietly sob, hiding my face in a pillow.
I know a simple sorry wouldn't fix this. So I just stay quiet, crawled up in the corner of my bedroom, with the salty liquid streaming down my face. I lift my gaze to catch him walking from one end to another. He can't seem to calm himself down.
"Why did you do it?" He suddenly asks, taking painfully slow steps towards me. He kneels in front of me and I could see his jaw tightening to the point where it's gonna break. We're inches apart and the only thing I could focus on is his hot breath against my skin, getting me goosebumps.
"Look at me," he raises his voice and his fingers creep up underneath my chin, lifting it up and forcing me to catch his deadly stare.
"Tell me why you did it."
But I can't bring myself to continue looking at him any longer. Instead I retreat my gaze back at my feet, avoiding any eye contact. My hands are shaking and a small cry escapes my lips.
"Answer me!" Jungkook yells and drops my chin. "You ruined everything!"
I hate when we argue. And I hate the fact that he's blaming me for this, because he is just as guilty for what happened as I am.
But what we had wasn't real and never will be and I promised myself I wouldn't catch any emotions but I let myself fall for him, nevertheless.
Why did I have to be so weak?
"I- I'm sorry." I howl, my voice groggy and worn out from all the crying.
"You're sorry," he laughs bitterly. "You're sorry." He repeats, his voice dropping an octave lower as he bites on his bottom lip as if he's trying to hold himself back from saying something that he could regret later.
"I never meant any of this to happen," I sniffle. "I know I said I-"
"Fuck, Y/n!" He breathes, gripping his hair, completely discarding what I have to say. "Why, just why did you have to kiss me?"
Putting his hands on his hips, he stands up and I follow his actions, letting out a clear voice of defense. "Why did you kiss me back, huh?"
He shakes his head. "We promised, Y/n," Jungkook says, holding his breath, "We promised we wouldn't fall for each other."
"You know, I can't believe that you're blaming me for this! She wouldn't have broken up with you if you had just pushed me away!" I scream at him, feeling my blood pressure arise, "But you didn't, did you?"
"That still doesn't give you the right to kiss me!"
I laugh bitterly.
He stares at me, looking as if in being in deep thought. It's not my fault that his girlfriend walked in on us kissing. He could've pushed me away, but he didn't. He continued kissing me and he seemed to be enjoying every second of it.
He's right, it partially is my fault because I was the one to break our promise first and decided to just go for it and kiss him, but deep down I knew he wanted it as much as I did. I knew he craved me the way I craved him.
And as for his girlfriend? It was about time they break up. She treated him like trash and Jeongguk deserves every good thing in this world. He was unhappy, I knew that. We are best friends. I'm the one he comes to when she hurts him, to give him a shoulder to cry on.
And it hurted me to see him like that.
So naturally, with my feelings getting involved, I offered him a way out.
Jungkook exhales deeply, coming closer to me. "Don't even think about doing it ever again, Y/n. Are we clear?"
He growls in a low tone, emphasizing every word. I lick my lips at the proximity before looking up to catch him already staring at me, his eyes not wavering at all.
"Don't tell me you didn't like it."
He stays quiet for a moment, his eyes burning every inch of my body when he suddenly harshly pins me against the wall.
"Fuck." He breathes and cups my face, pressing his burning lips against mine.
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