🦊 Love Brids 🐺 | NamJin Hybrid Smut

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"Seokjin might never be able to speak again."

The entire room went silent. Namjoon now knew the meaning of his nightmare, it was a revelation of Jin losing his voice.

At that moment, all Namjoon wished for was to be dreaming again and that he would wake up to a call. A call made by Jin telling him that he was okay.

But that wasn't his case. This wasn't a nightmare, it was real life. He asked for Jin's room and his parents insisted on letting him go in first.

"You can go in for fifteen minutes only." Namjoon nodded at the man, running down the hallway as fast as he could.

"This can't be happening! This just isn't real. They lied to me, Jin is okay. He's going to be smiling at me when I make it through that door saying "Joonie!" Like... Like he always calls me." Tears endlessly streamed down Namjoon's face, blazing his eyes.

He entered the room, seeing Jin with a gauze over his throat and an oxygen mask on his face.

It was just like in his nightmare.

"Jin. Jinnie..." Namjoon saw all of the machines that were connected to Jin. He vividly remembered seeing a specific monitor Jin was walking with in the parking lot in his nightmare.

That very monitor was right in from of him now, attached to Jin. He was shaken the core by this, becoming unstable.

Jin woke up after the effect of the anesthesia slowly wore off on him. The first thing the boy saw was Namjoon by his side.

"How do you feel?" Namjoon asked, holding his hand. Jin opened his mouth, took a deep breath in and prepared himself to respond to the worried man next to him.

He never received a response from Jin.

Jin strained harder, feeling as if his throat had been scraped deeply with a knife.

"Please. Please, don't tell me that you can't do it." Namjoon felt his heart shatter.

The heart monitor that was hooked onto Jin was beeping louder as the boy gripped onto Namjoon's arms roughly in panic.

He couldn't make a sound, no matter how hard he tried to. He shakily grabbed a plastic cup of water that was next to him, Namjoon helped him take a sip.

Jin spilled the water all over his chest, nervously gulping down the liquid.

The rim around his lips had turned blue from how nervous he felt. He couldn't stop his shakiness, staring at Namjoon.

"Jin, no don't get up. You can't." Namjoon acted calmly, even though he was scared to death on the inside for Jin's voice.

Jin covered his eyes, sinking his face into Namjoon's chest, punching it because of his own pain and anger.

The boy's cries didn't make a sound. Nothing inside of him did. Not even his whimpering.

Jin was completely inaudible. A doctor walked in, checking up on him. He apologized to the fox over and over again for letting this happen. Although it wasn't his fault, the doctor still felt it was his responsibility to watch over his patient more and take better care of him.

Jin's parents entered the room and Namjoon exited it. He walked past his parents without them noticing, escaping the hospital to get inside of his car.

Namjoon shut the doors and started screaming like crazy, folding his head downwards.

Never in his life did he ever imagine things would get this bad. His heartbeat was racing, his sobbing was uncontrollable.

The one person Namjoon felt connected to.

The boy who stole his heart the first day they met.

That shy, energetic fox he adored to tickle just to hear his laughter.

His cute whining.

His sweet voice.

The voice Namjoon loved so much had now been snatched away from Jin, never to return to him ever again.

Namjoon saw his parents were walking out of the hospital, looking confused. Most likely searching for him.

Without saying anything, his parents held the back of Namjoon's neck, bringing him in for a hug. Namjoon squeezed them tightly, letting his tears escape his eyes again.

Later that night, Namjoon didn't get any sleep whatsoever and stayed up scrolling through all of his old messages.

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Jin: [Let's not hide next time 😂]

Namjoon: [Agreed 😂]

~ His laughter ~

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Jin: [Where are you now?]

Namjoon: [On my way to work.]

Jin: [OH MY GOD!! You were driving? I THOUGHT YOU WERE JOKING! Stop texting me while driving!]

Namjoon: [Okay. Sorry!]

Jin: [I said stop!]

Namjoon: [I promise I'll stop.]

Jin: [Stop texting me!!]

Namjoon: [Then stop sending me texts so that I won't have to respond to them.]

Jin: [Then stop replying to my texts and worrying me, then I'll stop texting back.]

Namjoon: [It's not my fault, I love your texts😞💜💕]

~~~

~His smile~

Namjoon: [We have to do this more often 😂]

Jin [Absolutely!! Did you see their faces? I felt so sorry, omg!]

Namjoon: [I don't feel sorry, because I got to cuddle with you the entire time 😚💗]

Jin: [Oh yeah, we need to cuddle more 😘😘💞💋💖💞💖]

~His heart~

Everything left Namjoon's body along with Jin's voice.

"I wish I could have heard your voice just one last time..."