All alone after humanity won

Letters to nobody

5 months after the fall of the Titans.

Dear.......whoever reads this after I'm gone,

I guess you could say humanity has won. But then again we also lost. To many people precious to us have fallen to the Titans.....to many to count. I used to be happy, always smiling, always wanting to go outside the wall to see the Titans, but now? Now I've lost all of my determination to experiment. Though I know I have to.....for all of you and for humanity. My smiles are now pained grimaces, my once bright brown eyes are dull and lifeless, I shut myself in my room for a good part of the day. Only coming out to eat even though I'm not hungry.

Levi would be scolding me and making me clean up my act. Its been so long since I've heard him yell at me......I'll be visiting him soon, along with all the others. In my mind I can still hear them, all of them laughing, crying, yelling, and just being themselves. If you haven't guessed by now their all dead. All of them, Moblit, Eren, Levi, Erwin, armin, and the rest. They died fighting the Titans. When I go outside the walls I can't even bring myself to even try to bring one of the last remaining ones back. I kill them without mercy.

-Hanji Zoe, Squad leader of the Recon Corps.

5 months, 1 week after the fall of the Titans.

Dear person,

I took a shower today and cleaned my room. Just so I could visit their graves without feeling like I was dishonoring them. Do you want to hear what I said to them? Probably not but meh, I'll say it anyways.

"Moblit, thank you for being so kind to me and going with my crazy antics. You were the best squad member I could ever ask for. Tell the other Arigato for me. K?"

"Eren, thank you for letting me experiment on you. It was fun while it lasted.....Why did you have to leave when you did? I never did understand why....why you left at the dawn of the world of peace you wished for....well anyways say hi to your family for me."

"Commander......I....I don't know what to say.....I thought you would be the one to out last us all. You gave us all hope even when the odds were against us. Thank you my friend."

"Mike, you had that weird habit of sniffing people and things then sneering....it used to annoy me ya know? But now I miss it. I miss you and your stupid comments about how I always smelled like Levi....."

"Armin, You had the best mind I had ever seen though you did lack self confidence. Do you remember what we talked about before your....last....expedition? How you would take over for me when I grew to old or died? You were the best person for my job....I think out of all but Levi I miss you the most. I got to thinking of you as a son....."

"And finally Levi.......I miss you Love....I really and truly do. Sometimes when I walk down the halls I think I see you. I miss your smirks, your cleaning habits, your stupid ass sarcastic comments.....I miss being able to hold you after an expedition, just letting go of all my worries and my pain......I miss the nights we spent just holding each other too afraid of losing each other to let go. I'll be their soon love. Just a little longer."

I'm crying again.....I..I can't do this anymore I'll be gone soon anyways. I've kept all my feeling bottled up for so long that I just...I can't feel anything besides numbness.....

-Hanji Zoe, Squad leader of the recon corps.

(Y/N) put down the letters and wiped away a few stray tears. You look around the room taking in every drawing, painting, paper, dent, and scratch in it. "So this was my god-mothers room. Amazing!" Exclaimed Squad leader (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N) of the Recon Corps. A smile lighting your face up just like Hanji's used to. 'I think I'll like it here. I mean what's not to like? Titan books, titan drawing, paintings and sketches, also her old letters! While they are sad they are still amazing to read!' You think as you get to work organizing everything and cleaning.